Waiting

Am I Sitting or Waiting?

No Comments 02 October 2009

Scripture
The LORD favors those who fear Him,
Those who wait for His lovingkindness.
Psalm 147:11

Observation
We can knock on doors and make things happen, but what is far more interesting is what God brings to us. There are times we should strain and sweat. There are other times just to sit.

This sitting is not passive laziness. It is a swelling faith in the goodness of God that he is on his way and that he is bringing something good. I like to think of it like waiting at the airport for someone to arrive. The waiting is full of expectancy. There is nothing the pacing person can do to speed up the plane’s coming. But being there is a statement of confidence that the Arrivals screen is accurate and that the plane will land and passengers will disembark.

Our Father’s heart swells with love when he looks from heaven and sees his people, not just sitting around, but waiting for him. Their hearts look upward for him. There is expectancy. His heart brims with desire to bless them. This overflowing love is his “lovingkindness”.

If a reporter were to ask me at Arrivals what makes me wait, in many ways I would not know exactly why. I don’t know what the loved one will say or bring. When it comes to love, specifics are difficult to define. But I know the Father’s heart toward me. It is full of love. It is brimming with kindness. I know that something good is going to happen. When our Father has us wait, sometimes longer than the scheduled arrival, we’re not exactly sure what he will do, but we trust his heart enough to know that it will be good. He will be full of love. He will be kind. We will receive more than we deserve or expect. Details will have to wait. For now it is enough to know that we are loved.

Application
Am I just sitting or am I waiting? Too often I let the mundane take over my waiting times. Life becomes about bill paying, errands, appointments, deadlines. I lose the sense of heightened expectancy in God’s coming goodness. That is just sitting. Waiting, on the other hand, takes a special effort. It is not worry that imagines it can speed things up by pacing feet or wringing hands. The effort of waiting is anticipation of better things God is going to bring. It is that attitude in me that draws lovingkindness from his heart. That is what I need to cultivate in my faith today.

Prayer
Father, when I’m still find me expecting you. I’ve seen your ways over the past 30 years and have found not just wonderful answers to prayer but so many evidences that you have put an eternity’s thought into each outcome. Your ways are intricate as well as powerful. I choose today to get my hopes up in your goodness. Don’t just see me sitting, see me waiting for your coming goodness. Amen.

Direction, Evangelism, Faithfulness, God's Call, Waiting

Shine

No Comments 23 February 2008

Scripture
Then Jesus asked them, “Would anyone light a lamp and then put it under a basket or under a bed? Of course not! A lamp is placed on a stand, where its light will shine. For everything that is hidden will eventually be brought into the open, and every secret will be brought to light. Anyone with ears to hear should listen and understand.” Then he added, “Pay close attention to what you hear. The closer you listen, the more understanding you will be given—and you will receive even more. To those who listen to my teaching, more understanding will be given. But for those who are not listening, even what little understanding they have will be taken away from them.” Mark 4:21-25

Observation
The message of these words of Jesus is this: if I become a bright light bulb the Lord will put me in a useful place to shine as far as possible.

How do I become a higher wattage follower of Christ? By paying close attention to what I hear. And how can I hear? I must read the word and let it affect me. I listen to some after they read a Bible passage and squirm as they argue against hope and question the book. I have come to a conclusion. To gain true insight, I must not read the Bible, I must let the Bible read me. The scripture is living and active and it probes through my soul like pruning shears. The more I let the word of God have its way in my hidden areas the candlepower of my heart will increase.

If my light is bright, will the Lord put me in a cupboard? Well look to history.

Take an obscure preacher who spoke to a handful of bible college students in a now defunct institution and who spoke to dying men as an army chaplain. He was cut down from an appendicitis attack and his widow returned home to London. But she took with her folders of shorthand dictation that recorded every word her husband had spoken. Ten years later she published a book of his thoughts called My Utmost for His Highest.

Take another story of a missionary to Japan filled with burning zeal to touch every household in Japan with the gospel. But declining health sent him as an invalid back home to be nursed by his faithful wife until his death. Wanting to change the world, the missionary could not change his own clothes. His wife nurtured her own soul through the ordeal with books, magazines, scriptures and kept clippings of the encouragements that the Lord sent her way. The result was a devotional called Streams in the Desert.

Application
Jesus does not make it clear who brings the lamp out into the open and places it on a stand so that all will see its light. One could take his words to suggest that we should put ourselves forward to position our story of Jesus in the most accessible place possible. But I think more often it is the Lord who gives us a lamp stand and it is he who pulls us out of ineffective places and puts us in a place where our light is useful. The one thing we have control of is the brightness level of our light. The Master puts us where he wills, but it is up to us to be sure we are the highest wattage bulb possible.

Prayer
Father, somehow it is comforting to know that all of this is not up to me. You place the lamp on the lamp stand it is mine just to shine. I trust you in that. Amen.

Direction, Endurance, Waiting, Worship

Interludes

No Comments 25 January 2008

Scripture
When Pharaoh let the people go, God did not lead them on the road through the Philistine country, though that was shorter. For God said, “If they face war, they might change their minds and return to Egypt.” So God led the people around by the desert road toward the Red Sea. Exodus 13:17-18

Observation
In life we like best a straight road or better yet a shortcut to where we are going. We want a freeway sprint of finding God’s purpose. But the Lord leads by the scenic byways, county roads and side streets. He leads us through spaghetti-ways into his plans for us.

God offers us the gift of interludes. The Psalm writers called them “selah” moments. They were music intermission moments to let the words of the song tumble dry in the mind. Intermission is part of the process though it seems like a great waste of time.

When the road is closed that does not mean God has delayed us just detoured us. There is something he wants us to discover on the service road that is important for us to know. There is so much to take in so the interlude gives time for us to absorb things deeply

Application
What a difference would come in my life if I considered all of the delays of God as interludes. It would free me to reflect on the goodness of God, the intricacies of his ways and to explore the mystery of his purpose. Interludes keep my journey from becoming a blur at highway speed. At 70 mph I can miss the mana in the desert and water from the rock. I have to slow down to see those miracles. Today I chose to embrace the selah moments of life. I want the show to resume, but the Lord wants me to enjoy the intermission. I chose to stop and think about all he has done.

Prayer
Father, thank you for the intermission moments. I set aside my frustrations with them. I instead thank you for them. Change my prayers at times from “hurry up Lord” to “take your time”. And when I cannot pray those words help me to at least make the most of the wait. Amen.

Crisis, Desire, God's Presence, Prayer, Waiting

Cry Like a Man

No Comments 21 January 2008

Scripture
The Israelites groaned in their slavery and cried out, and their cry for help because of their slavery went up to God. God heard their groaning and he remembered his covenant with Abraham, with Isaac and with Jacob. So God looked on the Israelites and was concerned about them. Exodus 2:23-25

Observation
I wonder if a baby thinks that parents disappear when they leave a room, for their cries sound so frantic. It’s been years since I’ve lived with crying babies, but the memories are still fresh. We would hear the cries from our bedroom in the middle of the night. Sometimes we would spring to action because we discerned the sound of the cry. But other times in kindness we let our children cry because we knew that the process of waiting would be good for maturity.

Crying does not sound dignified, but it is incredibly significant to God. If we want something to change he calls us to cry out to him. But he won’t answer as quickly as we think he should. Our Father is a good parent, so his delays have a purpose. He knows when to intervene.

Even if nothing seems to be happening, God is listening. The Jews cried out to God in their slavery but nothing changed. In heaven, however, God was listening like a parent laying in bed at night. Oftentimes we give up praying just when God is preparing to answer. There are times our relationship with the Lord is one way: he can hear us but we cannot hear him. It is in those times when we think our prayers are making the least difference that they seem to make the very most impression on him. Our persistence to ask even without answers brings out of us a faith that matters very much to the Lord.

When we cry out to the Lord we should not always expect his immediate action, instead we should be aware that we do have his attention. God heard the Israelites groan and so he looked on them. Often when we cry out to the Lord and nothing changes we can begin to doubt him and grumble to others. We should remember at those times hat the Lord is watching. It is as if he is the Invisible Man in the room. Our words and actions in difficult times matter much to him. We should watch our actions for the outcome may depend on our faithfulness.

When God meets human problems he usually works through people. There is often the reason for the slow down. The lack of response from God may have nothing to do with the willingness of God but rather the slowness of humans to say “yes” to him. Moses was the answer, but it would take a process to bring him to the rescue. God is at work bringing the answer to our cries, but we may have to wait on someone to say ‘yes’ to him. What should we do? Continue to cry out to him.

Application
May the Lord find me crying out to him when he brings the answer from heaven. This continued desperation is the greatest sign that I trust him. May I continually remind him of his promises because it is the promises that he has made that move him even more than my problems.

Prayer
Father, I continue to ask because I know you are listening. But do remember that while you are invisible, I am not. There are real problems I face that stare me in the eye. Show up and work on my behalf to rescue me. Amen.

Endurance, Waiting

Patience Should Make Us Excited

No Comments 15 December 2007

Scripture
God blesses those who patiently endure testing and temptation. James 1:12

Observation
There are certain times we should be brimming with anticipation. One of those is when we have endured well. It’s not just that we have lived through difficult days that God is moved. It is that we have had patience and endurance.

Back to my old thoughts of a few weeks ago. Patience is when I act like a patient who “patiently” waits for a doctor more skilled than he solve his problems. The “waiting room” did not get its name for nothing so we need plenty of patience while waiting for the skilled surgeon. This is not a finger-drumming, throat-clearing, magazine-shuffling impatience that we somehow call “patience”. No patience is a calm trust that someone more skilled than I is coming to solve my problem. Endurance is the choice not to avoid the trouble but to walk through it. There are easier ways, but they have no reward. Endurance takes time but the end is worth it.

When we have been patient and endured we should be on tip toe to see what God will do next. The promise is that “God blesses those who patiently endure….” That promise is good enough for me.

Prayer
Father, I am living in expectation of yet even more. You have done so much. Please bring your work in me to the completion you have had in mind.

Endurance, Setbacks, Waiting

When You Can’t Do What You Were Asked to Do

1 Comment 10 December 2007

Scripture
And God chose me to be a preacher, an apostle, and a teacher of this Good News. That is why I am suffering here in prison. But I am not ashamed of it, for I know the one in whom I trust, and I am sure that he is able to guard what I have entrusted to him until the day of his return. 2 Timothy 1:11-12

Observation
The Bible is inspired but paragraph separations are not. The separation between verses 11 and 12 of 2 Timothy chapter one is unfortunate. Of course in the original letter that Paul wrote to Timothy there were no paragraph divisions. In fact there weren’t even spaces between words. Ancient writers were very environmentally friendly, because they wasted no paper with spaces or paragraph returns.

So as it reads in the original, Paul said in one sentence that he was chosen by God to do a job while in the next he claimed that was the reason he was locked in a cage. What an odd contrast. If God wanted Paul to preach, why did he lock him up? Wouldn’t it have made more sense for the Lord to put him into a pulpit?

When we read the story of Paul’s life most of the page space in Acts is naturally devoted to the busy days of public ministry. But there were just as many days of finger-drumming boredom as Paul paced a prison cell. There were many downtime seasons in Paul’s life.

How did Paul keep his equilibrium? Around him were snarly prison guards. But Paul remembered this: the Lord was his keeper. He wrote, “He is able to guard what I have entrusted to him.”

Paul’s perspective can help us when we are pinned down in life by sickness, setback, lack of opportunity or injustice. If God has called us to a certain thing, but something binds us from doing it, we are not to be ashamed but rather to trust the Lord to guard our commitment to him. Paul had spoken his “yes” to God’s call and the Lord would protect that. If Paul could not live out that call, his promise was nonetheless secure with the Lord himself.

Application
There are downtimes in the kingdom when we cannot do all that we signed up for. Every race car has a pit and every batter a dugout. There are timeout seasons in our kingdom work that are every bit as important as the hectic seasons. We are not controlled by the prison guards of setback, downsizing, sickness or whatever. It is the Lord who is our guard and holds our commitment to serve him. He determines the stop and go and so we trust him.

Prayer
Father, today I am certain, not guessing, but absolutely persuaded that you hold the keys of my life. You can turn it off and you can turn it on. I trust you to make the best decisions. Amen.

Setbacks, Waiting

Idle Times

No Comments 24 October 2007

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Paul was a man of intensity. This one sentence sums up well the piston that drove his life:

However, I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me—the task of testifying to the gospel of God’s grace. Acts 20:24

If there ever were an authentic Paul-type sentence, this one is it. He did not simply have a mission, a mission had Paul by the scruff of the neck.

These words would seem to imply that Paul was constantly on the go. But the Bible shows that Paul’s ministry had many starts and stops. Sure he had the pastorate at Antioch along with three grand church planting tours. But these were padded with months and years of Bible silence. There were interludes in Paul’s work when nothing happened.

The great dynamo was flying right into one of God’s great wait periods of his life. In just a few weeks Paul would land in prison and sit there for several years.

Paul may have been in a race but God was not in a hurry. The Lord orchestrated downtimes in his ministry. As any composer will tell you the rests as well as the notes make the music.

Without those downtimes we would not have the Bible. Nor would Paul have had time to think thoughts for the next stage of his life.

Idle times will come to us as well but that does not mean that we are unemployed. Instead these are to be seasons of preparing for the next leg of the race.

I have been reflecting of late that God works in fits and stops. I’m watching my son go through the preparation to buy his first home. Answers to prayer will come followed by silence from heaven. Recently a big answer came, but I warned him to remember that did not mean that the next answer to prayer was right around the corner. It is quite likely that the Lord has padded it all with another wait.

Father, use these waiting times to both save me from my intensity as well as to refuel that drive for you just as you did for Paul. Amen.

I'm Phil McCallum, a husband, father and most of all one of the people Jesus loves. I'm privileged to serve Evergreen Community Church in Bothell, Washington as Senior Pastor where people love enough to believe "it's all about relationships." In 1982 I made a vow to read God's word daily and apply it to life. Each day I write out my reflections. Some days I post those on my blog. It's a little personal but it's my hope it will stir you to go deeper still. Learn how I do my devotions. These are my thoughts and not necessarily those of the ministry I serve. By the way check out the computer study Bible Glo. I highly recommend it.

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