Salvation, Surrender

It’s Not About Me

No Comments 01 September 2009

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Scripture
And let those who love Your salvation say continually,
“Let God be magnified.”
Psalm 70:4

Observation
This isn’t about me. That’s an easy sentence to say until our life is on the line, or at least our reputation, our money or our kids are at risk. Then we cry out to God for help as if it is all about us.

There is a prayer so edgy that it gains the attention of heaven. It happens when we step out of the centre and into the periphery and say, “This is not about me. This is about God. How can he solve my problem in a way that glorifies him?” That is a selfless prayer.

I can be either a lens cover or a projector lens. The video projector in our home has a plastic cap to protect the lens. If it is left on to project, there is no image. But when the cover is removed the prism of glass projects an HD image on the screen. When my prayer says in so many words that solving my problem is not about me, then God is magnified through my life. His brillance, colour, movement and life are portrayed for all to see.

Application
I wonder what would happen if I changed the tone of my prayers for help from my best interests to God’s? He must be magnified through my life. This isn’t about me. It is about him.

Prayer
Lord, be magnified through Phil McCallum. Use my life as a lens to project your glory bigger. Help me not to get in the way of something brilliant you want to do through me. Amen.

Surrender

This Is About You

No Comments 01 August 2009

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Scripture
John replied, “No one can receive anything unless God gives it from heaven. John 3:27

Observation
I heard a friend pray the other day, “Father, what you want to be done, let it be done.” We were praying about a future decision. At first, his prayer seemed passive to me. It did not have direction, I thought. But as I reflected on his prayer, it seemed perfect for the situation.

There is so much pushing, shoving, stretching and clutching to grasp what seems just beyond our reach. There are times this kind of effort seems to please God, and he rewards it greatly. But more often, he is pleased with a settledness in his purposes, even when they involve our deepest aspirations.

John the Baptist could have wanted more for himself. He had a communication gift. He could draw a crowd even in a deserted place. Young men left their plans just to live near him and to learn from him. But John was happy with what the Father gave him for that moment. For a little season he had a crowd, then that crowd followed the Messiah. His disciples did not understand because they were looking at all the things that flattered John. But the rustic prophet was looking instead at what glorified the Messiah.

Application
My eyes need to be turned away from all of the tools and opportunities that the Lord gives me to glorify him. Instead, my eyes need to be fixed, like John, on the Messiah. It does not matter what I get out of serving Christ. All that matters is that the Lamb is glorified.

Prayer
Father, sometimes I forget and get things inverted. I choose today to remember that this is not about me. It is about you. Amen.

Surrender

Holding Life Loosely

1 Comment 18 February 2009

Press the arrow to listen to Brian Littrell sing “I Surrender All” as you read today’s devotion about holding life loosely.

Scripture
But Paul said, “I am standing before Caesar’s tribunal, where I ought to be tried. I have done no wrong to the Jews, as you also very well know. If, then, I am a wrongdoer and have committed anything worthy of death, I do not refuse to die; but if none of those things is true of which these men accuse me, no one can hand me over to them. I appeal to Caesar.” Acts 25:10-11

Observation
Paul was a high stakes roller. He scooped up the dice from the table and rolled them all again, not knowing exactly what might spin out. The option before him was to go back to Jerusalem to stand trial, either to be assassinated along the way or to be trounced in a kangaroo court. So Paul rolled the dice again.

Paul’s decision to appeal to Caesar was not hurried. He had been seasoning in gaol for two long years. He had time to think things through. There had been plenty of time to contemplate the “if/then” scenarios. He knew the political pressure on Festus to appease the Jews. He knew that trial in Jerusalem was a likely outcome. So in his prison cell he certainly must have weighed the options and made the decision to risk it all.

How did Paul make such a tough decision? Easy, for once he considered his life disposable, everything became clear. Had Paul been trying to save his skin, the options would have been worrisome. Paul, however, was composed because he had dropped his need for survival. With surrender Paul could see the promise of God. Jesus had assured him that he would testify in Rome. Paul knew that as a privileged Roman citizen he was entitled to appeal to meet with Caesar himself. After two years of waiting, the option was simple.

Application
Too often my life decisions are fretful because I’m devoted to my own survival. I’ve not been where Paul was with the potential of death. But I have lived on the brink of political or personal suicide. There are tough calls in life that run the risk of the loss of credibility. In some ways death is easier to face than disgrace, for death is short-term pain while disgrace is a constant companion. I want the clarity that Paul had as he stood before a powerful man in a crowded room. That will come only as I consider my own ego expendable.

Prayer
Father, there are times that this surrender is needed. Show me when those times come and show me how to accomplish them. Amen.

Surrender

Jesus’ Free Fall From the Cross

1 Comment 10 May 2008

Scripture
Then Jesus shouted out again, and he released his spirit. Luke 27:50

Observation
The toughest moment of the crucifixion saga was not the haranguing in court, the flogging, the mocking, the nails, and the jeers. What comes through in the story of Golgotha as the most costly moment is Jesus’ final surrender of his spirit.

Just before he made the choice to exit his body, Jesus agonized about the absence of his Father. Feeling nothing, seeing nothing, hearing nothing, Jesus released by choice his soul from his body. That was the Master’s greatest act of faith. How would his Father respond after he had carried the sin of the whole world? Easter Sunday that is so obvious to us now, was not as certain then.

Application
There are moments in life when God can seem far away. Jeers, fears and tears can seem our closest friends. Jesus set for us an example to follow of total abandonment to the power and purposes of the Father. If Jesus could jump into eternity and be caught by the resurrection power of his Father, then we can safely lose our lives and find them again.

Prayer
Father, this day I give you my spirit. Amen.

Challenge, Courage, Desire, Endurance, Overcoming, Surrender

The Strength of Clinging

No Comments 26 March 2008

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Matthew West “You Are Everything” 

Scripture
Rather, cling tightly to the Lord your God as you have done until now. For the Lord has driven out great and powerful nations for you, and no one has yet been able to defeat you. Each one of you will put to flight a thousand of the enemy, for the Lord your God fights for you, just as he has promised. So be very careful to love the Lord your God. Joshua 23:8-11

Observation
Soldiers should love their General. It is not enough just to obey him. Warriors must love their commanding officer so that their heart is fully engaged.

The General, of course, is the Lord, the recruits naturally are us and the war is life around us as we now find it. For men, it’s great to have Joshua in the Bible. Let the girls have Ruth; Joshua is a boys book of heroes and blood baths. In this book men learn how to follow God.

But the description of trekking after Jesus doesn’t sound very masculine. We are told to cling to God. That sounds weak and dependent until we understand the strength of the Lord. Our heavenly Father is so strong and caring that it is safe for a man to be weak in his presence. There is no where else that it is safe for men to be weak except in the presence of God. He will never abuse our vulnerability instead he will always use it.

Application
God is the one who can drive out nations, send a legion running and help us to face another day. All of that strength can be ours if we will do but one thing: love him violently. The word “cling” also means to run in pursuit of the Lord and never letting go. If we are allowed as men to do any strong thing it is to lay down every ambition we have and to run hard after God. In desperation is true power.

Prayer
Father, today I cling to you because all of this comes from you and not from me. Amen.

Death, Desire, Easter, Emotions, Encouragement, Grief, Resurrection, Surrender

Counseled by Angels

No Comments 23 March 2008

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Mercy Me God With Us 

Scripture
“Why are you looking among the dead for someone who is alive? He isn’t here! He is risen from the dead! Luke 24:5-6

Observation
Angels see life very differently from humans. The heavenly sentry at the tomb blurted out, “Why are you looking for among the dead for someone who is alive?” It’s an obvious question if you are an angel and see human life from heaven’s point of view.

But it is not an obvious question if one is a human. Cemeteries seem very logical places to look for the living when someone has died. It’s hard to understand until someone close to you has be placed into a coffin and dropped into the ground. Not an old aunt or old high school friend, but someone so close it is difficult to imagine life without them. The graveside can feel like the closest place to them.

Of course it doesn’t have to be death, it can be the loss of anything in life. It can be the loss of a friend, children, homes, income, reputation, position, relationships. When we lose something there will be some place of sadness that we connect with the loss. In our minds we think that if we can but return to that place something will change. But in fact we feel even sadder.

Application
There are times we need to be counseled by angels to see our lives from heaven’s point of view. If it is hope we are looking for we cannot find it by going back to the place of loss. Hope will be found among the living and not the dead. When we have a loss and want to retract back, we must force ourselves into the mainstream of life. There we will find the Lord. One thing is clear in the resurrection stories: the more they gathered together the more they found Jesus. If we are to find hope we must stop returning to what has been lost and plunge ourselves into the flow of human life. There we will find the Lord in the land of the living.

Prayer
Father, today I take the counsel of the angels. I want to see my life from heaven’s point of view. Show me where the living are so that there I may find Jesus who is truly alive. Amen.

Subumission, Surrender

Free as a Captive

1 Comment 10 November 2007

Scripture
…If you were a slave when the Lord called you, you are now free in the Lord. And if you were free when the Lord called you, you are now a slave of Christ. 1 Corinthians 7:22

Observation
We are free only when we are captivated with the Lord. I like the word “captivated” because it says we are not captives against our will but because we desire Jesus. When I rightly understand who Jesus is and what he offers to me then I want only what I can find within his love. I become a willing prisoner.

In this captivation I find real freedom. Freefalling can feel like freedom but the hard ground argues otherwise. Freedom is when I let Jesus take me over. The choice to follow him is a guided adventure. Following the Lord is never dull.

I remember from my childhood a hymn that rang out,

Make me a captive Lord, and then I shall be free,
Force me to render up my sword, and I shall conquer be.
I sink in life’s alarms, when by myself I stand,
Imprison me within your arms and strong shall be my stand.

Those words were written by a blind man whose fiance broke their engagement after he lost his sight. His sister, who devoted herself to her sightless pastor/brother, learning Greek and Hebrew to help him prepare for his sermons, fell in love and was married. George Matheson was alone. He could not attend her wedding, so great was his anguish. In what he described as a mental collapse too great for words, he wrote that night another hymn,

O love that wilt not let me go,
I rest my weary self in Thee,
I give Thee back the life I owe,
That in Thine ocean depths its flow may deeper, fuller be.

Application
The greatest liberty I have is to pray, “Jesus, take me over.” He will pull me to the shore of his choosing. We will end up where God wants us to be. The secret is to be captivated by Jesus.

Prayer
Father, let Jesus take me over. Let the confines of my situation remind me of his embrace. Amen.

I'm Phil McCallum, a husband, father and most of all one of the people Jesus loves. I'm privileged to serve Evergreen Community Church in Bothell, Washington as Senior Pastor where people love enough to believe "it's all about relationships." In 1982 I made a vow to read God's word daily and apply it to life. Each day I write out my reflections. Some days I post those on my blog. It's a little personal but it's my hope it will stir you to go deeper still. Learn how I do my devotions. These are my thoughts and not necessarily those of the ministry I serve. By the way check out the computer study Bible Glo. I highly recommend it.

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