Stability

Stability

No Comments 10 February 2009

Olive tree on Ithaca, Greece that is claimed to be over 1500 years old.

An olive tree in Ithaca in Greece, reported to be over 1,500 years old.

Scripture

I am like a green olive tree in the house of God; I trust in the lovingkindness of God forever and ever. Psalm 52:8

Observation
Olive trees endure. In places like the Garden of Gethsemane, olive trees still grow that once sheltered Jesus as he prayed. What is more remarkable is that these ancient sentinals still produce fruit. For example, in Croatia on the isle of Brijuni, an ancient olive grows now 1,600 years young, and yet it still produces about 30 kilos of olives each year. Aged and fruitful, olives are symbol of life-giving stability.

Like the Ents in the Lord of the Rings, so God’s forest needs trees that endure for a very long time. Their gnarly presence is a comfort in the midst of constant change. And because God is at work in lives like this, there is never a use-by-date, instead they continue to produce oil-rich olives.

Application
I want to be an enduring tree in the house of God. For years I have most admired elders in churches, who like stabilizers in a ship, keep the people of God steady and forward moving. The secret is in the source. Such enduring men must trust in the lovingkindness of the Lord. This is love that flows from covenant. It is given not because it is deserved, but because it is the nature of God to continue to give it. An ancient tree will watch much history pass by, and knows that one event in and of itself is not enough to stop the flow of God’s grace. The mercy that is new every morning will yet flow from the covenant heart of God to us. More fruit will come.

Prayer
Father, make me an endurer. Give me roots buried deep in lovingkindness so that I am known as one who is always there and evergreen. Amen.

Crisis, Emotions, God's Presence, Injustice, Jesus, Stability, Stress, Worship

Worship in Extreme Conditions

No Comments 17 October 2007

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Scripture

“You stubborn people! You are heathen at heart and deaf to the truth. Must you forever resist the Holy Spirit? That’s what your ancestors did, and so do you! Name one prophet your ancestors didn’t persecute! They even killed the ones who predicted the coming of the Righteous One—the Messiah whom you betrayed and murdered. You deliberately disobeyed God’s law, even though you received it from the hands of angels.” Acts 7:51-53

Observation

Stephen’s sermon is so eloquent that it’s hard to remember the guy is on death row approaching the electric chair, in a manner of speaking. The last words Stephen spoke on the courtroom floor are the most remarkable. Around Stephen is a swirling chaos of fists, spit and stones, but at the center is a man having an epiphany. It’s like a melodramatic scene from 1950′s Bible flick. Stephen is gazing toward heaven, a spotlight warms his face, a beatific smile illumines his visage and he swoons at the sight of Jesus.

Stop, stop, stop! This is the sort of thing that should happen in a sanctuary and not in the witness stand. How did Stephen manage to see such a remarkable sight in the midst of chaos?

Here’s the secret: Stephen had learned to worship in extreme conditions. He had learned to be comfortable with adrenaline, push it aside and to see the Saviour’s face. His story would not be told if it were not a model for us as well.

Do you know the taste of adrenaline? Have you felt the dizziness of a surge of blood pressure? Can you hear the ringing in your ears as the blood vessels swell? Have you sensed the out-of-body experience as you stand before those you fear to hear a voice speaking and wake up mid paragraph to discover it is you? We’ve all been in pressure points. Stephen’s is an extreme. But here’s the point: have we learned to live as Stephen learned to die? Have we learned how to look up in pressured circumstances and to worship the God of heaven?

Application

Stephen’s poise under pressure is not an ideal but a possibility. There are pressured moments in life when we too are placed on the spot. It is then that choices we make can open up our relationship with Christ. I remember reading about the Christian leader Polycarp (his name does not mean ‘many fish’ but that’s another story). Polycarp was on his way to be burnt at the stake, but he asked the arresting officer if he could have time to pray. He asked for a meal to be brought to his executioners and he went to an upstairs room where he methodically prayed for each of the churches he oversaw. It’s no wonder that at the stake, when Polycarp was asked to turn his back on Jesus, that he had the presence of mind to say, “I’ve served him 86 years and he’s never failed me, how can I be unfaithful to the one who has loved me so?” (That’s my paraphrase.)

Worship can happen anywhere, even under pressure. It requires me to become comfortable with uncomfortable emotions, to walk through stress rather than trying to neutralize it, and to look for Jesus in the most unlikely places.

Prayer

Father, I can’t say that I’m there yet with this one, but I’m certainly learning. I’ve had several lessons this last year. I expect there will be more. Help me to look up rather than looking down in these pressure points and help me to break through emotions that I fear into an experience of you too great for words so that I can say what must be said even in the most difficult times. Amen.

Accountability, Authority, Humility, Jesus, Leadership, Self-Image, Significance, Stability, Subumission

Snug like Lego

No Comments 15 October 2007

Amaze yourself with these Nathan Sawaya’s Lego sculptures on CNN and his blog.

Amaze yourself with these Nathan Sawaya’s Lego sculptures on CNN and his blog.

Scripture

For Jesus is the one referred to in the Scriptures, where it says,

‘The stone that you builders rejected
has now become the cornerstone.’ Acts 4:11

Observation

Back in April of ’79 I was a senior in high school saving for college. My summer job was working construction. The boss had just finished laying rows of cinder blocks 27 feet tall. My job was to pull down the scaffolding. I ate my McDonalds lunch from that sky perch and did two historic things. First I made a time capsule of junk food as I put the McDonalds packaging into the holes in the wall. And then I did what no one can resist: I wrote my name and the date in the wet concrete in the top course of blocks.

No one can resist making their mark in stone. There is graffiti etched in sandstone along the Oregon Trail from the 1850′s. There are tags in Roman catacombs and even the Egyptian tombs. I once asked a graffiti artist what it was that drove him to spray paint his tag on blank walls around town. He said, “It’s the desire to be noticed.”

Every human longs for significance and wants to make their mark. Deep down, somehow, in some way, for some moment of time no matter how brief we want to be important. Otherwise Gold Class, First Class, Platinum would not exist. We want to end up on top of the heap of humanity and be treated special.

We are each special to God, but he has designed it such that none of us can claim to be superior. That’s why this little phrase is repeated over and over in the Bible:

The stone that you builders rejected
has now become the cornerstone.

The “cornerstone” is not a shinny granite block at the bottom of the wall, it is a huge monolith at the top of all the courses of stone. The cornerstone in the temple was the largest building stone on earth. It was a rectangular block of rock nearly the size of a house. The walls of the Temple were built with man-sized blocks of granite. The rows and rows of huge stones were held in place by the top capstone. It was pure genius as it withstood earthquakes for centuries.

Application

Here’s the point for us: we are definitely not the capstone, that’s Jesus. Nor are we dirt because the stones were built without mortar. Instead each of us is a living stone with a part to play in the wall, high or low, visible or invisible wherever the Stone Mason wants it to rest. Once each of us is in position, Jesus takes his place on the highest level and holds us in place.

It is a secure feeling being locked into Christ submission. Like a row of Lego blocks, he puts me where I belong and holds me secure. And submitting to his Lordship is a joy because he did not take this exalted position for himself. The stone was rejected and God the Father himself hoisted him into the highest place. Jesus’ authority over me is submission and that is a joy.

All comes together when Jesus is in the right place over our lives. Jesus will only be in the right place when I confess that Jesus is the cornerstone, I am not.

Prayer

Father today I want to stumble on Jesus so I find just the place I am to be. Amen.

Fear, Motives, Self-Image, Stability, Stress

See Yourself as God Does Jeremiah 1:6-8

2 Comments 08 August 2007

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Pastor Wayne has been one of the greatest influences on my life to see myself as the Lord does.

Scripture
“Ah, Sovereign LORD,” I said, “I do not know how to speak; I am only a child.” But the LORD said to me, “Do not say, ‘I am only a child.’ You must go to everyone I send you to and say whatever I command you. Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you and will rescue you,” declares the LORD. Jeremiah 1:6-8

Observation
Jeremiah launched his career in heady days. It was like 1933 when Franklin D. Roosevelt became president and university idealists created a New Deal for America. It was like 1961 when John F. Kennedy became president and youth felt they could change the world. It was like 1981 when Ronald Regan became president and young Republicans felt they could upend 50 years of liberalism.

King Josiah was the fresh face in the palace in Jeremiah’s youth. As a 21 year old monarch he was just one year into a campaign to change the national religion back to the faith of Abraham. The reforming king set out to tear down every pagan altar in the land. Jeremiah was not just watching all of this on TV; he was on the picket line for change.

Like the assassination of JFK, within a few years King Josiah would be slain in a battle to save his nation. He was the only king to have died in war. Everyone could remember the spot where they stood when they heard the news that King Josiah was dead. But Jeremiah would live on to the end and beyond.

The prophet’s job was a tough one. He was called not just to speak a message that people did not want to hear, but also to say that even should their hearts change still their nation would be destroyed. The best that anyone could hope for was to escape with his or her life. No one wanted to hear the world was coming to an end, and even the good people cringed that nothing could stop it now.

But Jeremiah stood firm for decades. How?

First, he recognized that his greatest problem was not the hostile audience he had to speak to, but rather his own self-perception. Jeremiah saw himself as Jerry, the little boy. But God’s command to him was that he was in fact Jeremiah the man. He must never speak of himself as a child again.

Each of us struggles with our self-perception. Between Satan and life there are plenty of setbacks to think less of ourselves than we really are. But if we are going to be of any use to the Lord we must begin to see ourselves as he does. That starts by the conscious choice never to give ourselves a petty label again. For Jeremiah it was the command, never to speak of himself as a child again. He was in fact a stonewall that would not fall no matter how many times he was assailed.

Second, Jeremiah had to make the choice to not be afraid. It is of great comfort to know the most often repeated command in the Bible is the call to “fear not.” Fear can paralyze even God. Jesus himself could do no great miracles in his hometown because of their fear without faith. It is strange to think that a fearful person has control not to fear. But he must because God would not command us to do something we are unable to do. We can make the choice not to be afraid.

How? By holding onto the promise. Here it is: “I am with you and will rescue you.” No matter what predicament Jeremiah found himself in he would soon discover that he was immortal until his work was done. In fact Jeremiah outlived most of his critics.

No matter how fearful the circumstances a God-called person has the freedom to say, “The Lord is with me and somehow I am going to come out of this for the better.”

Application
Here I am 45 years old. I’ve been in ministry 25 years. Yet still my view of myself doesn’t always match the Lord’s. I’m doing much better, but I still have work to do. For Jeremiah this was a snap decision. Suddenly he was pushed into the world of men and had to make manly choices. If he could, I can. I choose this day to see myself as God does. For he is with me.

Prayer
Father, can you give me something better than a mirror? It’s your face. If I see you smiling then I know everything is going to be alright. So today I put my trust in you Lord. Today get me through to the other side.

Endurance, Prayer, Stability

Backup 2 Chronicles 23:13

No Comments 23 June 2007

Here’s a massive tree I caught on Fraser Island.

Here’s a massive tree I caught on Fraser Island.

Scripture

When she arrived, she saw the newly crowned king standing in his place of authority by the pillar at the Temple entrance. 2 Chronicles 23:13

Then he set up the two pillars at the entrance of the Temple , one to the south of the entrance and the other to the north. He named the one on the south Jakin, and the one on the north Boaz. 2 Chronicles 3:17

Observation

It was a day of national emergency and marshal law. The malicious Queen Athaliah was being evicted from the throne and the tender Joash was being crowned as boy-king. The nation was shaken to its foundations. The hope of the country rested on the shoulders of an 8 year old kid. He was the last surviving heir to the throne. Without him David’s line would be extinguished, the promises of God dashed and the promise of the Messiah dissolved. So much depended on a child just old enough for the second grade.

In such a scary moment, where would an eight-year-old go? Look, there he is, the little Joash in his miniature royal robes and tiny crown. He is standing on the top step of the temple, looming over his head are thirty feet of bronze pillar and the little body and beating heart are pressed hard against it. He was a brave little man.

The pillars had names. One was called “Jakin” which means “he establishes”. The other is named “Boaz” which no one is really sure what the name means. But everyone knew immediately who Boaz was. He was the dashing businessman who set everything aside to help a foreigner called Ruth . His love healed Naomi and her husband’s house and saved the royal line for King David.

Just as Boaz was the kinsman redeemer for Ruth who could come under his protection, so the Lord would be the redeemer for that nation. In the shadow of the perpendicular bronze it was not hard to feel safe. The little hands of the boy-king held the scroll-work tightly as if it were a mother’s skirt. The Lord was his only defense in this day of shaking, and the Lord brought him through.

It was a cool morning in the dark rainforest when I met a tree that had been waiting for me for at least 800 years. I later found that six humans linking hands could barely encircle it. This sentinel of the forest invited me to sit in his lap. I rested my head against the coarse skin and pressed my back against the muscles under the bark. I reflected over all that tree had seen in his lifetime. King John signed the Magna Charta when he was a sapling. The printing press, Columbus ‘ journeys, Valley Forge , the Emancipation Proclamation and D-Day all happened around his swaying braches. Yet still he grows through many storms. For a moment I felt enfolded in a stability of centuries and could better imagine the unchanging character and nature of our eternal God. More than trees and pillars, the Lord is strong and mighty to save from age to age the same.

Application

There are days that our world is rattled and where we run to for support tells everything about our faith. We can run to friends, or connections, or diversions, or medications, or perversions of good things. Instead the pillars of God welcome us to come and stand where boys become kings and the wisdom of centuries is downloaded with one touch. There is only one safe place in time of crisis: that is in the love of God in Jesus Christ given to us. When we become absolutely secure in God’s love for us in Jesus nothing can rattle us.

Prayer

Today Father today I wait in you and find comfort in Jakin and Boaz. You will establish for you are the kinsman Redeemer. You are faithful. You promise me that you will not disappoint me. I reach to you Lord and ask you to rescue me. Amen.


I'm Phil McCallum, a husband, father and most of all one of the people Jesus loves. I'm privileged to serve Evergreen Community Church in Bothell, Washington as Senior Pastor where people love enough to believe "it's all about relationships." In 1982 I made a vow to read God's word daily and apply it to life. Each day I write out my reflections. Some days I post those on my blog. It's a little personal but it's my hope it will stir you to go deeper still. Learn how I do my devotions. These are my thoughts and not necessarily those of the ministry I serve. By the way check out the computer study Bible Glo. I highly recommend it.

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