Challenge, Expectation, Potential, Self-Image, Small Beginnings

Just Jump

No Comments 27 December 2009

I just put together this slideshow about my wife Leslie. She is one incredibly competent woman.

Scripture
Do not be afraid. I am the First and the Last. I am the Living One; I was dead, and behold I am alive for ever and ever! And I hold the keys of death and Hades. Revelation 1:17-18

Observation
We are afraid of not being good enough. It is no use hiding. Over performance is as much insecurity as is hiding in the shadows. Life is a stage and all eyes are watching. We can pretend that it doesn’t matter what others think, but we have the sneaking feeling that we aren’t up to par. If others knew that our silence was not wisdom but stage fright maybe they wouldn’t seek out our help.

What are we to do? The answer is simple. Let all of your inadequacies be swallowed up in the competency of Jesus Christ.

Do not be afraid. I am the First and the Last. I am the Living One; I was dead, and behold I am alive for ever and ever! And I hold the keys of death and Hades. Revelation 1:17-18

In Jesus Christ is there from beginning to end. He shows us what it means to be completely human. He can outlive anything that comes against him. Nothing handcuff him, for he holds the keys. Within the person of Jesus Christ is unlimited competency. He calls us to look into the infinite vault, warehouse, reservoir and reserves of his infinite being. He is our all in all.

Application
What would happen if we flung ourselves headlong into the unreasonable call of God and dared to discover what Jesus could do through one life yielded to him? Part of me wants to say, “You go first!” But he calls me.

Come to the edge, He said.
They said, We are afraid.
Come to the edge, He said.
They came. He pushed them… and they flew.

Guillaume Apollinaire

Prayer
Father, because of Christ, there is more in me than I know about. It will only know it exists in me by being put into conditions beyond my ability. So here I come. Amen.

Heart, Small Beginnings

Heart Etching

No Comments 06 May 2008

Press the arrow to listen to the Keith Green classic, “Create a Clean Heart in Me” while reading today’s devotion.

Scripture
Have mercy on me, O God,
because of your unfailing love.
Because of your great compassion,
For I recognize my rebellion;
it haunts me day and night.
Against you, and you alone, have I sinned;
I have done what is evil in your sight.
Create in me a clean heart, O God.
Renew a loyal spirit within me.
Do not banish me from your presence,
and don’t take your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore to me the joy of your salvation,
and make me willing to obey you.
Psalm 51:1, 3, 4, 10-12

Observation
immediately after World War II, the ever energetic an engineering Germans rebuilt their pulverized nation back to factory specifications. One building, however, was left in ruins. The Kaiser Wilhelm Memorial Church in Berlin remained a bombed out rubble. Why? The people of Germany wanted a daily reminder of the futility of war, so the building was left in ruins. Next door a new church was built. Inside that church a cross was fashioned from the nails of another bombed cathedral, Coventry Cathedral in England destroyed by German bombers.

We like to erect memorials to glory days, but some of the best monuments are the ones we raise to commemorate our lowest moments. Psalm 51 is a still photo of David’s heart just after Nathan’s confrontation. His heart would go on and grow on. Like all hearts it would wander. But Psalm 51 was like an old vinyl LP with etched grooves that his heart could replay in years to come. Because he took time to carefully record his heart condition he could retune his heart back to that humbled moment.

Application
Today I’m ending a sabbath that has filled nearly an entire year. It has been 10 months of living off of what has grown of itself and diverting myself from my normal routine. Today I enter the on ramp of life and merge into the frenzy of human activity. Life will speed up, but I don’t want to forget the state of my heart in this time. What lessons do I want to take from this Sabbath Season into the next epoch of my working?

Live in and work out of that sacred space between the Father and the Son.
God never forgets a promise.
Patience should make me excited for it has rewards.
Hope is unreasonable, so linger in vulnerable places where miracles happen.
Work hard at being myself so I never have to remember how to act.
Prove that you trust God by resting.
Don’t expect new seasons to be a rerun of old seasons, be different to make a difference.

Early in this sabbath I wrote an entry that sums up my desires for the days ahead: I Want to Make This World a Better Place.

Prayer
Father, please strengthen me for the work that is before me. Let my life be an ice chest full of Gatorade to re-hydrate the weary where the water does not flow. Amen.

Anointing, Blessing, Children, Dreams, God's Call, God's Favor, Small Beginnings, Youth

Do Something Interesting

No Comments 12 April 2008


Press the arrow to listen to Aaron Shust sing “Give Me Words to Speak” while you read today’s devotion.

Scripture
Jesse’s first son was Eliab, his second was Abinadab, his third was Shimea, his fourth was Nethanel, his fifth was Raddai, his sixth was Ozem, and his seventh was David. 2 Chronicles 2:13-15

Observation
Jacob, Joseph, Moses, David, Solomon and John all had one thing in common: they were the youngest in their families. Even the Apostle Paul was something of the last born among the disciples. It wasn’t kosher for God to do much with the youngest, that was legally left to the eldest brother. But occasionally, when God wants to do something unique, he starts at the bottom.

So many expectations lay at the feet of the oldest child–from getting teeth, to losing them, from first steps to first days of school–everything must be done first and best. The other children all take their place and fit well into the family norm.

Just when life becomes predictable in comes the youngest child. He frustrates the oldest with his carefree jaunt through life. He colors outside the lines and marches to a different drummer. Occasionally this tag-a-long child catches the fancy of God and miracles happen.

Why does it surprise us when God behaves like God? Sovereignty means that God is full of surprises. Had it been up to the nitpickers it would have been King Eliab. Doesn’t that sound safe and boring! King David was a shocker at the time, but God liked it so much he had it written as the last human name mentioned in the Bible. God is unpredictable.

Application
If a man of God could be made of the baby of the family, then there is hope that God can use any of our lives for things unexpected. We should never let the yawning predictability of life keep us from the extraordinary. The Lord who led nations with little brothers has surprises in store for our days as well.

Prayer
Father, take my life and do something interesting. Amen.

Courage, Crisis, Disappointment, Endurance, Fear, God's Call, Overcoming, Problems, Setbacks, Small Beginnings, Troubles, Uncategorized

Fugutive of Futility

No Comments 29 March 2008


Press the arrow to listen to Chris Tomlin sing Amazing Grace while you read today’s devotion.

 

Scripture
“Sir,” Gideon replied, “if the Lord is with us, why has all this happened to us?

Then the Lord turned to him and said, “Go with the strength you have, and rescue Israel from the Midianites. I am sending you!” Judges 6:13-14

Observation
The greatest obstacle to answered prayer can be me. The problem is not with God. He wants to rescue. The problem instead is with my skewed view of reality.

Gideon had a head problem. He had a faultless chain of logic that was totally wrong but made perfect sense. Bad things were happening, therefore he assumed that God was against his people. The difficulty of his logic was that it exonerated Gideon from attempting anything to challenge the status quo. He felt perfectly justified to hide like a fugitive in his own land, choking on chaff dust, because God was against them all.

We too block answers to prayer when we see God as the source of our problems instead of the beginning of our solutions. If we think life’s problems are God’s fault why try to change things?

There is a higher, heavenly perspective that the angel brought into Gideon’s life. This heavenly logic is like a gust of fresh air in a stuffy room. Here’s the new logic: assess your personal strengths and use them and God will use you. The presence of potential in Gideon’s life was proof that God was with him. He later proved himself as a leader, strategist and warrior. Once unpackaged the problem was solved.

Application
Answers to prayer require as much a change in my heart as in God’s heart. We must exchange faulty thinking for fresh perspective. Instead of asking, “What does God have against me” we should instead ask, “What do I have going for me?” The answer to prayer is not external, it is internal. Inside of me God has placed the potential for the answer. I have to change my outlook so God can use what he has given me to change the world around me.

Prayer
Father, give me a clearer and clearer understanding of what you have invested into my life so that you can work through my life. Amen.

Evangelism, People Skills, Pioneering, Prayer, Small Beginnings, Witness

Answering the Prayer of Those Who Didn’t Know They Were Praying

1 Comment 09 February 2008

Scripture
That night Paul had a vision: A man from Macedonia in northern Greece was standing there, pleading with him, “Come over to Macedonia and help us!” Acts 16:9

Observation
The man in the vision from Macedonia was I think the man Paul met in the prison basement after the earthquake. Paul’s first convert in Europe was a woman, he was chased by a clairvoyant through the streets and he was beaten with rods. After the earthquake the vision was fulfilled.

It was quite a sight to see a prison warden on his knees begging a prisoner for help. Paul surely must have realized then that his prophecy was fulfilled.

Paul was the answer to the unspoken prayers of an unsaved man. Before the jailer was converted, his sighs were translated into prayers answered by God in Paul’s vision. Could it be that some of our steps are guided by the prayers of those who do not yet know the Lord?

Application
Paul was the answer to the prayer of an unsaved man; may my life be the answer to the unspoken desires of those searching for what they know not for. As I heard years ago, there are people without Christ waiting for me to say ‘yes’ to God.

Prayer
Father, make the the answer to someone’s prayer today. Amen.

Heart, Humility, Overcoming, Pioneering, Service, Small Beginnings

Where Potential is Spotted

No Comments 06 February 2008

Scripture
After removing Saul, he made David their king. He testified concerning him: ‘I have found David son of Jesse a man after my own heart; he will do everything I want him to do.’ Acts 13:22

Observation
How did God find out about David’s heart?

There was no resume that David sent to Samuel. There was no referee who put in a good word for him. Samuel didn’t point him out to the Lord. In fact, David’s father had pushed him out of sight by sending him to the back acres to care for sheep. His brother’s belittled him. David had no business card and took no time for networking. And yet he became King of Israel because God spotted him.

How did God find David and then find him useful?

God spotted David during his job interview. What interview you might wonder? David indeed had an interview to become king; it was called shepherding. While he was feeding sheep, fighting off lions and bears and singing psalms under the stars God was reviewing David’s file. Because David made the most of a dead end job God opened another door for him. What change can happen in life if we make the most of insignificant moments. Little do we realize that God is watching and because of our faithfulness in one difficult place the Lord opens the door for the next one.

David worked the way God works, that is why he was called a man after God’s own heart. He cared for sheep with passion just as the Lord does his own. He worshipped with gusto even without cds or mp3s. It is our attention to the trivial things of life that gains the attention of the Lord and gives us entrance into other things.

Had the Samuel advertised for a king in the newspaper his mail box would have been packed with resumes. Instead he listened to the Lord who had been watching when one one else was looking. What is invisible to others is in plain sight to the Lord and he can make the inconspicuous into the obvious just as easily.

Application
What matters most is our heart. We must throw our heart fully in what we are given to do. There can be no excuses that we would work harder if we had something better to do. We must work with heart. It is not enough to show up to work, we must throw ourselves into the job. God delights in passion when energy and emotion blend together to bring results; when love and labor intertwine and life changes for the better. What would happen if we treated every mundane moment like a job interview? Not only would we do our best but more importantly God will open doors for what he next has in store for us to do.

Prayer
Father, today I give you my heart by throwing it into that which you have given me to do. Amen.

Leadership, Small Beginnings, Subumission

God’s Kind of Delegation

No Comments 30 January 2008

Scripture
And so, brothers, select seven men who are well respected and are full of the Spirit and wisdom. We will give them this responsibility. Then we apostles can spend our time in prayer and teaching the word.” Acts 6:3-4

Observation
A pastor-friend of mine vented to me over breakfast, “My senior pastor delegates to the staff and then bounces around the office saying, ‘I feel so much better now with a clean plate.’” My friend grizzled because he experienced not delegation but dumping. The dumping delegator off loads his responsibilities on others without a recognition of what God is up to. Delegation from God’s point of view is not about plate scraping but about mentoring a new generation of leaders.

The apostles off loaded the widow ministry and went back to their prayer meetings and Bible studies. God, however, was up to something, doing more with their decision than they anticipated. Stephen and Philip did not plod along forever in their duties. Once they started the widow ministry their potential was developed and new doors of ministry opened for them. For Stephen it was the work of a martyr. For Philip it was the work of an evangelist. Others would have to pick up their duties for the Lord had new plans for them.

When God delegates he does not dump. Potential is not suffocated under drudgery. When the Lord delegates he develops people and their potential. Waiters become warriors for the kingdom while the leaders are in their offices praying.

Application
When a leader delegates he should do so with a profound respect for the hidden potential of people. If a leader is a good leader then those around him will have more potential than he. Delegation is not a way of making a leader’s day easier but to strengthen the ability of team members for their future. When the leader delegates he should do so with a holy expectancy of what God is doing. David was sent to deliver groceries and came back with a giant’s head. One never knows just what God might do in the life of someone given a new responsibility. One never knows what might happen in me.

Prayer
Father, I want to be a developing leader that those around me excel beyond me. Give me a healthy sense of my own significance and surprise me with what you do with those who work with me. Amen.

I'm Phil McCallum, a husband, father and most of all one of the people Jesus loves. I'm privileged to serve Evergreen Community Church in Bothell, Washington as Senior Pastor where people love enough to believe "it's all about relationships." In 1982 I made a vow to read God's word daily and apply it to life. Each day I write out my reflections. Some days I post those on my blog. It's a little personal but it's my hope it will stir you to go deeper still. Learn how I do my devotions. These are my thoughts and not necessarily those of the ministry I serve. By the way check out the computer study Bible Glo. I highly recommend it.

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