Prayer

Figuring God Out

No Comments 21 October 2008

Press the arrow to listen to Lincoln Brewster sing “Today is the Day” while reading today’s devotion about life from God’s point of view.

Scripture
For though I were right, I could not answer;
I would have to implore the mercy of my judge.
Job 10:15

Observation
Prior to the equivalent of September 11 in Job’s life, from all outward appearances the man of God seemed to have his relationship with God together. But it took tragedy and pain to reveal something to Job that he didn’t see in himself.

What was Job’s flaw? He put up with God. He accepted that God is sovereign and can act as he chooses. But deep down, Job felt that somehow he knew better. He imagined, if only he could have an audience with the Lord he could clear things up and God would see things his way.

It would take 40 Bible chapters of pain before Job would come to see things from God’s point of view. Job would discover that the greatest prayer is when we clasp a hand over our own mouths to keep ourselves from speaking in light of the majesty of a sovereign God.

Application
There are long and tedious waiting periods in pain. In those moments, the Father invites us into a stillness and silence, where prayer gives way to trusting in the eternal purposes of God. Our questions are put into storage as we become content worshipping the God we do not fully know who accomplishes all that we desire in ways that we do not understand. It is then that we discover a deep level of prayer, not trying to convince God of our point of view, but in seeing life from his point of view.

Prayer
Father, there are Job moments in my life, when I don’t understand why you disassemble things in order to build new things. I do not want to be one who puts up with you, harboring a superior sense of “I know better”. Instead, I trust what I do not understand because You I do know. When life is bad, I know that God is good. That is enough for me. Amen.

Prayer

How to Draw Closer to the Lord

No Comments 15 September 2008

Press the arrow to listen to Third Day sing “Cry Out to Jesus” while reading today’s devotion on desperation.

Scripture
The Lord is close to all who call on him,
yes, to all who call on him in truth
. Psalm 145:18

Observation
How can we enjoy the closest possible relationship with the Lord? What will make him as close as brother or as caring as a father?

We want to draw closer to the Lord. We want him to draw closer to us. The first step is to call on the Lord. This is more than a whisper, it is a shout. It is more than volume, it is an echo from a deep heart. We call not because we wonder if the Father hears us, but because we know that he is listening. We cry out not because he does not care, but because he does and we want him to know how much we care about our need.

The second thing we must do is to be dependable. It is not enough for us to call out and then to disappear. We need to stand steady while we cry. As we cry out we are depending on the Lord. And as we cry out, he needs to be able to depend upon us.

Depending on the Lord while being dependable is what will bring him close to us. He does not want us to run and scream, but to stay put and shout out to him.

Application & Prayer
Father, I want to know your nearness, not because I am perfect but because I am needy. I cry out to you and I keep holding on. Amen.

Prayer, Thanks

Why God Delays

No Comments 30 May 2008


Press the arrow to listen to Jars of Clay sing Love Song for a Saviour while reading today’s devotion.

Scripture
Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but desire fulfilled is a tree of life. Proverbs 13:2

Observation
Why does God delay? Answers come to prayer, but only after a long wait. What difference would it make if God answered a few days or weeks sooner? Would I be any less thankful?

God delays in answering because my heart is more significant than the answer to my prayer.

Delays bring my heart to the surface. There is nothing like God’s deferring that will sift through my desires. We desire many things, but what is worth wanting? Delays are useful for they sort out the heart. It is good sometimes for our heart to become sick, for sometimes we need to become sick of ourselves.

When our desires are somewhat refined through God’s delays, we are given more than an answer, but a tree of life. There is always the human tendency to snatch the answer and to keep moving on to the next desire. Sometimes we even forget to say “thanks”. We are restless because of our longings, always wanting what is next.

Wise is the person who turns a long hoped for answer into a tree of life. Just as the fruit of a tree can nourish the body, so an answer to prayer can long feed the soul. The choice to be increasingly thankful, to ponder things in the heart, to meditated on hidden wonders of the character of God, and simply to be amazed–this is the harvest from the orchard of answers to prayer that can last long after the day of celebration.

Perhaps then, prayer isn’t about answers but what we make of them.

Application
Years ago I lived in a house on the edge of the state forest, Two miles deep in those woods grew a lonely fruit tree in a sea of trees. Maybe it grew from a seed tossed from a worker’s lunch while erecting a power line nearby. So deep in the woodland, its fruit was forgotten. But I would trek deep into the forest shadows to find it and eat of it. There are many fruit trees in my soul of answered prayers from years gone by. That is where the nourishment of life comes. There are moments of reflection and thanks in the shade of their fruit-laden branches. What are the top ten answers to prayer in my life? When did I last visit them and nourish my soul with them?

Prayer
Thank you Father for so many answers to prayer. Help me to fully appreciate them. Amen.

Leadership, Prayer

The Selfless Leader

No Comments 18 May 2008

Press the arrow to listen to Hillsong sing “Blessed” as you read today’s devotion.

Scripture

Therefore give to Your servant an understanding heart to judge Your people, that I may discern between good and evil. For who is able to judge this great people of Yours?”
The speech pleased the Lord, that Solomon had asked this thing. Then God said to him: “Because you have asked this thing, and have not asked long life for yourself, nor have asked riches for yourself, nor have asked the life of your enemies, but have asked for yourself understanding to discern justice, behold, I have done according to your words…
1 Kings 3:9-12

Observation
The highest form of prayer comes when I ask nothing for myself, but only for the benefit of others. This is the mark of a truly great leader, for to be historic a leader must be selfless. Memorable leaders are those who serve without thought of themselves and only for the benefit of others. When they ask of God, it is for the benefit of the people.

Application
I want a purer prayer life, for as I listen to myself pray I hear myself mentioned far too often. I need to pray not just before the audience of God, but with the gallery filled behind me with those whom I serve. Their needs should filter my prayers. And when I ask for myself, I should request what will trickle down for their benefit.

Prayer
Father, today as I lead at New Life Church, grant to me the ability to release your health wherever I go. Amen.

Evangelism, Prayer

Prayers Big Enough for God

No Comments 22 April 2008

Press the arrow to listen to Mercy Me sing “Here Am I” while reading today’s devotion.

Scripture
So pray to the Lord who is in charge of the harvest; ask him to send more workers into his fields.” Matthew 9:38

Observation
One of the big fears I have in prayer is the generosity of God. That may sound odd to be afraid of God’s kindness, but I do have my reasons. My anxiety is this: the Lord comes to me saying, “What would you like me to do for you” and I have such puny things to ask of him.

He says to me:
Ask of me and I will give…
According to your faith it will be done to you.
If you have faith the size of a mustard seed…
What do you want me to do for you?

The Lord is so great and offers so much; I want my requests to be worthy of his glory. If the Lord has given significance to my request, I want what I ask to be useful to him.

When I am gobsmacked by God’s generosity, here is one prayer I can pray: “Lord, send more workers into your fields.” Jesus told me to pray it. He wants to answer that one. He wants to make me part of the answer to that prayer. I may be a worker to be sent. I may help others develop the skills to work.

Application
I want to start praying more deliberately and specifically for the Lord to thrust workers into the harvest. This is a prayer overwhelmingly huge. What would happen if at the sight of any corner church, I prayed for workers? What if when I walked through public places, teaming with unchurched people I prayed the same?

Prayer
Lord, send more workers into your fields. Send me if you need me. And if you need a coach I’ll help them get ready. Amen.

Courage, Emotions, Encouragement, Fear, Prayer, Problems, Stress, Troubles

Living Fearlessly

No Comments 18 April 2008

Press the arrow to listen to Don Moen sing Rescue while you read today’s devotion.

Scripture
I prayed to the Lord, and he answered me.
He freed me from all my fears.
Those who look to him for help will be radiant with joy;
no shadow of shame will darken their faces.
In my desperation I prayed, and the Lord listened;
he saved me from all my troubles.
Psalm 34:4-6

Observation
Fear is paralyzing. Like a spider’s bite that immobilizes the victim, so the Enemy can use fear as a way of manipulating us. Satan cannot change reality, but he can alter the way that we perceive what is real. Small finger movements become huge wall shadows of frightening monsters. These illusions are not authentic, but they feel real. That emotion is all that Satan needs.

How can we escape fear? We can elude fear when we make the choice to pray through to the other side of fear. The other day I flew into snowy Denver. The pilot warned us that a blizzard awaited us below, but while he gave the forecast, brilliant sun and blue sky poured through my window. His words seemed so out of touch with reality. To those living on the ground, it seemed like the sun had disappeared. But my flight reminded me that sun still shines. The cloud cover was so thick, that we saw the land just as the wheels touched the tarmac. The fog and snow were depressing but not debilitating, because I knew where the sun was.

Prayer melts through fear to find the smiling face of God on the other side. There are two things we are to pray for when we are afraid. The first, is to see the Father’s face, so that our hearts will be filled with joy. The second, is for the Lord to release us from our troubles.

David would go on to face moments more fearful than this. But never again would he have anxiety attacks. From that moment on he would use fear to leverage himself into a more secure place in God.

Application
Why pray when you can worry? Oops, I think it is supposed to be the other way around! The answer is obvious and my choices are plain.

Prayer
Father, show me the other side of fear today and help me to live in rainy days as if the sun were shining around me because it is within me. Amen.

Prayer, Provision, Troubles

One More Thing

1 Comment 27 March 2008

Press the arrow to listen to this worship song while you read today’s devotion.

Vineyard UK All Who are Thirsty

Scripture
Caleb said, “I will give my daughter Acsah in marriage to the one who attacks and captures Kiriath-sepher.” Othniel, the son of Caleb’s younger brother, Kenaz, was the one who conquered it, so Acsah became Othniel’s wife.

When Acsah married Othniel, she urged him to ask her father for a field. As she got down off her donkey, Caleb asked her, “What’s the matter?”

She said, “Let me have another gift. You have already given me land in the Negev; now please give me springs of water, too.” So Caleb gave her the upper and lower springs. Joshua 1:12-15

Observation
This little real estate story from the life of Caleb is an odd bit of trivia to record in the Bible. It is listed for us twice, both here in Judges as well as in Joshua. Like so many other places in the Bible, I find myself wondering why it is given so much page space. I come to the conclusion yet again that if God repeats soemthing, then the story must be significant for us to learn from.

Caleb was the weathered old warrior who kept a dream alive for 45 years until he saw it fulfilled in his retirement. But this story shows us another side of the geriatric general. Caleb was a gracious man too. He gave away generous rewards to those who shared his zealous heart. To the one who fought a battle he gave precious land. To his daughter he gave a gift even before she asked. Caleb had not only remained passionate he had also managed to remain compassionate as well. Passion and compassion are an outstanding combination.

Acsah was a determined daughter. She took a risk to ask for more. She and her husband had been given land, but it was dry land. Like a good wife who wants her husband to succeed, Acsah wanted her man to have all that he needed to excell. She astutely perceived the need for water. What was more, Acsah had the courage to go to her father and do the ask. Others may have tried to survive in the desert on a few scattered raindrops, but she asked for refreshment in the desert place.

Application
When I read this story, I see something of God in Caleb and us in Acsah. The Lord is a generous God, especially to those who share his heart of adventure and risk for things that are eternal and significant. There are times God gifts to us the desert place. There is room to live, but nothing to drink. Too often we are content with that, when the Lord would give more if we would but ask. That is where our faith comes in to ask the Lord for more. We should not be reluctant, for he wants to generously give to us. There is a freedom for us to ask for water to be added to our dry desert. I want to ask more of the Lord, for he is more kind than I could understand.

Prayer
Father, today thank you for desert places, for it is here that desire is created. That would not happen in lush environments. You have give to us land in the desert, now give to us springs of water as well. Amen.

I'm Phil McCallum, a husband, father and most of all one of the people Jesus loves. I'm privileged to serve Evergreen Community Church in Bothell, Washington as Senior Pastor where people love enough to believe "it's all about relationships." In 1982 I made a vow to read God's word daily and apply it to life. Each day I write out my reflections. Some days I post those on my blog. It's a little personal but it's my hope it will stir you to go deeper still. Learn how I do my devotions. These are my thoughts and not necessarily those of the ministry I serve. By the way check out the computer study Bible Glo. I highly recommend it.

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