Accountability, Authenticity, Authority, Leadership, Motives, Pastor, Service

Trash Can Leadership

1 Comment 09 November 2007

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Scripture
Instead, I sometimes think God has put us apostles on display, like prisoners of war at the end of a victor’s parade, condemned to die. We have become a spectacle to the entire world—to people and angels alike. Our dedication to Christ makes us look like fools, but you claim to be so wise in Christ! We are weak, but you are so powerful! You are honored, but we are ridiculed. Even now we go hungry and thirsty, and we don’t have enough clothes to keep warm. We are often beaten and have no home. We work wearily with our own hands to earn our living. We bless those who curse us. We are patient with those who abuse us. We appeal gently when evil things are said about us. Yet we are treated like the world’s garbage, like everybody’s trash—right up to the present moment. I am not writing these things to shame you, but to warn you as my beloved children. For even if you had ten thousand others to teach you about Christ, you have only one spiritual father. For I became your father in Christ Jesus when I preached the Good News to you. So I urge you to imitate me. 1 Corinthians 4:10-16

Observation
The higher a leader climbs the ladder of responsibility the fewer privileges, not greater, but fewer privileges he has. As John Maxwell says, “You have to give up to go up.” Paul knew that. He was an Apostle. On the kingdom flowchart his leadership box looked impressive. It was a role appointed by Jesus Christ and accountable directly to the Lord. With CEO ministry came travel, public speaking, company expansion, staff and the freedom to write the Bible. Not bad.

But the highest office in the church was really just a litter box. Like a parent, Paul had paid the price for churches to exist without repayment. His actions were public so onlookers filled in the motive blank. As a great leader he was magnanimous, knowing that to start a fight is to lose an argument. By patience and gentle appeal Paul may have lost face but he kept the climate of the church healthy for conflict. Yet for all this Paul was just a green garbage bag, always ready to be opened and packed with just one more bit of abuse from those he hoped to serve.

The more a leader influences the more rights he loses because a leader is one who serves. If a leader holds onto his privileges then he ends up serving only himself and it is just a matter of time before the enterprise fails. The great corporate leaders exist to serve the mission of the organization at whatever personal cost necessary. Paul was just such a leader.

So why did Paul bring up his self-sacrifice? Because the autograph-hunting groupies of the Corinth Church were gaga over the glittering personalities of the international church. They were impressed with what doesn’t impress God. Since Paul looked like something from a scratch and dent sale he didn’t make their cut. Paul was concerned with more than his rejection as their leader. What bothered him was what this hero worship would warp in the people’s own hearts. If they thought leaders with perks were the epitome of church life then very likely all of their service for Christ would become self serving. If however, they could come to see that true leaders serve by sacrifice then they would as well.

That’s why Paul ends his dog-eared resume with the words, “I urge you to imitate me.”

Application
God had those words written for us too. We are to imitate Paul with a humility in our leadership to give up as we go up. Paul was okay with being a garbage can if it meant that a church could be formed and lives could be changed. He wasn’t doing what helped him but what furthered the organization. God asks leaders if we are okay with that kind of leadership style. Yes we can collect perks around his house like frequent flyer miles but in the end we may be followed by hollow people just like us. People of substance are produced by leaders who qualify for leadership by the debris trail of their self-sacrifice.

Prayer
Father, whew, that is a heavy thought today. But it is the bottom line of changed lives makes it worth it all. I make the choice today to be what you need me to be in the kingdom. That means looking foolish, being weak, feeling ridicule, hunger, thirst, cold, beaten, homeless, self-supporting, blessing, patience, gentleness–just being a trash can for you. I see the fringe benefits of leadership. I accept them and I ask that you will help me not to rattle too much when my lid is lifted and something is tossed into me that I do not like. Amen.

Fear, Fruitfulness, Hope, Injustice, Jesus, Miracles, Motives, Small Beginnings, Transitions

Three Strikes, You’re…In!

No Comments 14 October 2007

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The Bible Says

Peter and John went to the Temple one afternoon to take part in the three o’clock prayer service. As they approached the Temple, a man lame from birth was being carried in. Each day he was put beside the Temple gate, the one called the Beautiful Gate, so he could beg from the people going into the Temple. When he saw Peter and John about to enter, he asked them for some money. Peter and John looked at him intently, and Peter said, “Look at us!” The lame man looked at them eagerly, expecting some money. But Peter said, “I don’t have any silver or gold for you. But I’ll give you what I have. In the name of Jesus Christ the Nazarene, get up and walk!”

My Mind Thinks

Baseball fans all over Colorado are as exuberant as the autumn trees. The Colorado Rockies actually stand a chance of making it to the World Series. We’re staying in Colorado at the moment with friends. The hype is everywhere. The local sporting goods store is sold out of Rockies caps. Cars have flags waving. It’s fun to be neighbors with winners. The Rockies have nothing to do with the Bible passage I’ve read today except this: in baseball it’s three strikes and you are out.

Peter had three strikes against him the day he walked into the temple.

He was on his way to a Jewish majority event as a minority Christian. Â Â Strike one.
He met a man asking for help with needs bigger than he could fix.   Strike two.
Like most pastors, he didn’t have enough money.   Strike three.

But this time, after three strikes Peter was not out but in. Peter made it to the home plate of a miracle because he knew what he did have. Peter had the Lord Jesus Christ and that was enough. Jesus was freshly resurrected from the dead, ascended on high and seated at the right hand of God. This news was so fresh it had not even yet been written about. Peter’s Lord Jesus was in a place of power to act. This would be the Lord’s first public demonstration of his healing power since his days on earth. Peter was poor but he knew he was rich because he had Jesus. The rest of the story is in the Bible.

So often we disqualify ourselves from miracles because we focus on the strikes against us rather than what we do have to offer. Throughout the Bible all kinds of excuses are used to opt out of doing something supernatural.

“I can’t talk so good.”
“I’m a sinful man.”
“My tribe is the least in Israel.”
“I have only a little oil.”
“We have only a boy and his lunch but what is that among so many.”

You’ve heard the excuses all before as the struck out batter shuffles back to the bull pen with his shoulders slouched. So many of us check out of God’s supernatural plan because we accept as ironclad fact that three strikes make an out.

But not with the Lord. Three strikes can be rubbed off the scoreboard if we will instead dig down in our pockets into what we do have. When was the last time you took personal stock of your assets rather than your liabilities? Or take it one step further. What does Jesus have to offer that you don’t have?

My Heart Responds

I’m about to take a Sunday morning walk along a path that leads straight to Pikes Peak. On my prayer walk I’m going to ask the Lord and myself this question in a new way, What do I have? What does Jesus have that I can use that I have not touched.

My Spirit Prays

Father, can you speak louder than the Umpire today, over the sound of striiiiiiiiike and instead remind me what I do have? And then help me to use it. Amen.

Authenticity, Authority, Humility, Leadership, Motives, Pastor, Significance

Plastic Preachers

No Comments 07 October 2007

Plastic Men
Plastic Men

What the Bible Says
Then, with the crowds listening, he turned to his disciples and said, “Beware of these teachers of religious law! For they like to parade around in flowing robes and love to receive respectful greetings as they walk in the marketplaces. And how they love the seats of honor in the synagogues and the head table at banquets. Yet they shamelessly cheat widows out of their property and then pretend to be pious by making long prayers in public. Because of this, they will be severely punished.” Luke 20:45-47

What My Mind Thinks
It’s interesting that Jesus unmasked the fake preachers in public and not in a private chat to his disciples. Jesus wanted the rank and file to overhear the private discussions of management because in Jesus’ mind there is no separation between clergy and the people. Jesus then and now wants to create dissatisfaction in followers of insincere spiritual leadership. He wants the average pew sitter to be able to distinguish between leaders who gather followers and shepherds who set sheep free to follow to the Good Shepherd. This passage is Jesus’ vaccination against spiritual abuse. If sheep take this warning to heart they will never be kidnapped by sheep rustlers.

Jesus says to sheep, “Beware of these teachers”. In other words, the relationship between Jesus and a Christian must never be tampered with. It can be coached, revived, corrected, encouraged, but no human being can slip in between the Shepherd and his sheep and interfere with that relationship. It is up to the sheep to beware of phonies and to protect their free access to hear Christ and follow him. Jesus isn’t suggesting that sheep should become cynical of all shepherds. Cynicism can sound wise but it is not the voice of God. Sheep need shepherds; that’s a given. They are not to be afraid o following them. Instead, like the Bereans checked their Bibles to be sure that Paul’s voice was God’s word, so too sheep need to turn to Jesus to be sure that they are being led well.

Of course this is not just a message to sheep, it is also a message to shepherds. What was so obvious in a Pharisees can be subtle in us. To put it in modern terms the Pharisees loved their suits and ties, the title of “Pastor”, and the front row seats. They acted like middlemen between givers and God taking a little commission for themselves. They felt hard done by for the hardships of ministry and motherly widows opened their nest eggs to give them the lifestyle they deserved as men of God. Ministry doesn’t offer much money, but there are perks that are even more toxic to the soul. On one hand there are needy people and on the other there are leaders with the time and ability to help. Sometimes the sheep can be too grateful and the shepherds can enjoy the nuzzling of the flock too much.

If a shepherd is to be useful to Christ he must put to death the feeling of being hard done by. Instead he should accept that he is a servant, that life is difficult and sometimes unfair, but he is a servant and that is his duty. He gives without thought of gain and nothing should pollute that purity of service.

Then suitcoats can be removed, sleeves rolled up so work can be done;

then the title of “Pastor” or “Reverend” can remind a leader to serve the people and not himself;

then the seats of honor can be surrendered to those in the back row who need them more than he does.

How My Heart Changes
Sincerity in ministry really matters to Jesus. He says he will “severely punish” frauds. So the challenge to the plastic pastor is not a passing comment. This really matters to Jesus.

It is time to melt down plastic toy leaders into something useful for the kingdom. If they could be molded into a cup or a basin that would be helpful. That must begin in me.

Every pastor needs to look in the mirror while he straightens his tie and ask himself, “Am I serving myself today or am I working with the Shepherd?” There are times I feel hard done by in ministry. That I must dispose of.

How My Spirit Prays
Father, today unwrap the plastic that can surround me. Let my ministry not mask my insincerity but flow from a pure heart. And help me to help other pastors step out of the cellophane of ministry so that they can move from plastic to warm flesh and blood with plenty of heart. Can you help me to help pastors find their way out of the display case and into the lives of their people. Amen.

Fear, Motives, Self-Image, Stability, Stress

See Yourself as God Does Jeremiah 1:6-8

2 Comments 08 August 2007

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Pastor Wayne has been one of the greatest influences on my life to see myself as the Lord does.

Scripture
“Ah, Sovereign LORD,” I said, “I do not know how to speak; I am only a child.” But the LORD said to me, “Do not say, ‘I am only a child.’ You must go to everyone I send you to and say whatever I command you. Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you and will rescue you,” declares the LORD. Jeremiah 1:6-8

Observation
Jeremiah launched his career in heady days. It was like 1933 when Franklin D. Roosevelt became president and university idealists created a New Deal for America. It was like 1961 when John F. Kennedy became president and youth felt they could change the world. It was like 1981 when Ronald Regan became president and young Republicans felt they could upend 50 years of liberalism.

King Josiah was the fresh face in the palace in Jeremiah’s youth. As a 21 year old monarch he was just one year into a campaign to change the national religion back to the faith of Abraham. The reforming king set out to tear down every pagan altar in the land. Jeremiah was not just watching all of this on TV; he was on the picket line for change.

Like the assassination of JFK, within a few years King Josiah would be slain in a battle to save his nation. He was the only king to have died in war. Everyone could remember the spot where they stood when they heard the news that King Josiah was dead. But Jeremiah would live on to the end and beyond.

The prophet’s job was a tough one. He was called not just to speak a message that people did not want to hear, but also to say that even should their hearts change still their nation would be destroyed. The best that anyone could hope for was to escape with his or her life. No one wanted to hear the world was coming to an end, and even the good people cringed that nothing could stop it now.

But Jeremiah stood firm for decades. How?

First, he recognized that his greatest problem was not the hostile audience he had to speak to, but rather his own self-perception. Jeremiah saw himself as Jerry, the little boy. But God’s command to him was that he was in fact Jeremiah the man. He must never speak of himself as a child again.

Each of us struggles with our self-perception. Between Satan and life there are plenty of setbacks to think less of ourselves than we really are. But if we are going to be of any use to the Lord we must begin to see ourselves as he does. That starts by the conscious choice never to give ourselves a petty label again. For Jeremiah it was the command, never to speak of himself as a child again. He was in fact a stonewall that would not fall no matter how many times he was assailed.

Second, Jeremiah had to make the choice to not be afraid. It is of great comfort to know the most often repeated command in the Bible is the call to “fear not.” Fear can paralyze even God. Jesus himself could do no great miracles in his hometown because of their fear without faith. It is strange to think that a fearful person has control not to fear. But he must because God would not command us to do something we are unable to do. We can make the choice not to be afraid.

How? By holding onto the promise. Here it is: “I am with you and will rescue you.” No matter what predicament Jeremiah found himself in he would soon discover that he was immortal until his work was done. In fact Jeremiah outlived most of his critics.

No matter how fearful the circumstances a God-called person has the freedom to say, “The Lord is with me and somehow I am going to come out of this for the better.”

Application
Here I am 45 years old. I’ve been in ministry 25 years. Yet still my view of myself doesn’t always match the Lord’s. I’m doing much better, but I still have work to do. For Jeremiah this was a snap decision. Suddenly he was pushed into the world of men and had to make manly choices. If he could, I can. I choose this day to see myself as God does. For he is with me.

Prayer
Father, can you give me something better than a mirror? It’s your face. If I see you smiling then I know everything is going to be alright. So today I put my trust in you Lord. Today get me through to the other side.

Humility, Motives, Prayer

On Getting God’s Attention 2 Chronicles 34:1-8; 14-19; 26-27

No Comments 04 August 2007

Like a fallen tree now driftwood, there is a disarming beauty about our lives humbled before the Lord. I found this tree on the shores of Fraser Island. I would not want to be surfing while it was tossing in the swell!

Like a fallen tree now driftwood, there is a disarming beauty about our lives humbled before the Lord. I found this tree on the shores of Fraser Island. I would not want to be surfing while it was tossing in the swell!

Scripture
Josiah was eight years old when he became king, and he reigned in Jerusalem thirty-one years. He did what was right in the eyes of the LORD and walked in the ways of his father David, not turning aside to the right or to the left. In the eighth year of his reign, while he was still young, he began to seek the God of his father David. In his twelfth year he began to purge Judah and Jerusalem of high places, Asherah poles, carved idols and cast images. In the eighteenth year of Josiah’s reign, to purify the land and the temple, he sent Shaphan son of Azaliah and Maaseiah the ruler of the city, with Joah son of Joahaz, the recorder, to repair the temple of the LORD his God.

While they were bringing out the money that had been taken into the temple of the LORD, Hilkiah the priest found the Book of the Law of the LORD that had been given through Moses. Hilkiah said to Shaphan the secretary, “I have found the Book of the Law in the temple of the LORD.” He gave it to Shaphan. Then Shaphan took the book to the king and reported to him: “Your officials are doing everything that has been committed to them. They have paid out the money that was in the temple of the LORD and have entrusted it to the supervisors and workers.” Then Shaphan the secretary informed the king, “Hilkiah the priest has given me a book.” And Shaphan read from it in the presence of the king. When the king heard the words of the Law, he tore his robes.

Tell the king of Judah, who sent you to inquire of the LORD, ‘This is what the LORD, the God of Israel, says concerning the words you heard: Because your heart was responsive and you humbled yourself before God when you heard what he spoke against this place and its people, and because you humbled yourself before me and tore your robes and wept in my presence, I have heard you, declares the LORD. 2 Chronicles 34:1-8; 14-19; 26-27

Observation
I put more of the Scripture reading today because this is an 18 year long segment of a leader’s life. It can’t be summarized in just a verse.

Just before Josiah got his two front teeth, he had become king at the tender age of eight. Of course he only played king while others ruled for him. Just 8 years later, in the middle of an outbreak of teenage acne, ripples of gossip chattered the royal court. The teenager was on a religious kick, reading dusty books, talking to toothless grandfathers, and praying to the God everyone in the land knew was as old fashioned as the robes from David’s day. Everyone agreed that though it was shocking the fad certainly would pass.

But it didn’t. Now sporting a fuzzy beard the athletic twentysomething king was in everyone’s eyes a religious fanatic. He was tearing down the most cherished shrines of the nation and doing a refurbishment of the old Temple building. The walls were stained with pigeon droppings, gold was peeling off of cedar panels, awnings were sagging, and decades of religious junk crowded every walkway and storeroom.

All the while God didn’t say a word. We have no record of how heaven felt while the boy turned teenager and then into a man. There’s not even a prophetic hint of how the Lord looked on the clouds of dust every time another pagan shrine was toppled. Heaven is silent until the Bible book was found, read and the king was on his face in torn clothes. During the days of his father, King Manasseh, Bible books disappeared. But one was hidden in the Temple for safekeeping, probably inside of a wall. When the money box was pried loose, out tumbled the real treasure. The book was probably Deuteronomy. Watered with the voice of Shaphan the secretary, the dusty words of Moses sprang to life. There was the word of God in plain speech about everyday life.

There is something about the Word of God when it comes alive and touches everyday life. The Holy Spirit leaps out of history into our modern world and shows us on one hand how little has changed with human beings while on the other how much must change for us to live lives pleasing to the Lord.

King Josiah tore his tailor-made suit to shreds. His crown rolled down the throne stairs and the royal nose was pressed onto the cold stone pavement. Wails not heard since the days of David ricocheted through the palace. And then, for the first time in 18 years of silence, God spoke.

This says something about the life that gets God’s attention. The 16-year-old seeking God was a start. The 20-year-old working hard for honorable ends was a good continuation. But it was the 26-year-old young man with his face on the ground, divested of his position in life, weeping in view of all he lead that brought God out into the open.

Isaiah, the prophet sawn in half while hiding in a hallow oak log by Josiah’s own father, summed it up just a few years before:

The high and lofty one who lives in eternity, the Holy One, says this: “I live in the high and holy place with those whose spirits are contrite and humble. I restore the crushed spirit of the humble and revive the courage of those with repentant hearts.” Isaiah 57:15

I will bless those who have humble and contrite hearts, who tremble at my word. Isaiah 66:2

Josiah’s great-grandfather put it well:

It is good for a man to bear the yoke while he is young. Let him sit alone in silence, for the LORD has laid it on him. Let him bury his face in the dust—there may yet be hope. Lamentations 3:27-29

Application
There is nothing in my life that impresses God. My yearnings for him do not impress, my works for him do not turn his head. It is when I am disarmingly honest with my shortcomings that God responds to me. Isn’t it odd that we exert so much effort impressing others and pleasing the Lord, but that what he seeks most is what I don’t want others to know about me. It wasn’t a king in regal robes taking action that pleased the Lord. It was a man with a ripped shirt and an accessible heart who interested him most.

Prayer
Father, I’m sitting in Starbucks at the moment, so I don’t think it is appropriate that I rip my shirt. But know that in my heart I am on my knees. I’m in a phase of life where there is an allurement to impress others. But you simply want me face down with nothing to offer but frayed edges. Father, see me as I am and use me as only you can do. Amen.

Motives

Faithful Hebrews 3:2, 5, 12, 19

No Comments 06 July 2007

I love clean windows. My kids call me OC which apparently isn’t a good label to have. I call it leadership…just keeping the vision clear.

I love clean windows. My kids call me OC which apparently isn’t a good label to have. I call it leadership…just keeping the vision clear.

Scripture

He was faithful to Him who appointed Him, as Moses also was in all His house. Now Moses was faithful in all His house as a servant, for a testimony of those things which were to be spoken later; but Christ was faithful as a Son over His house–whose house we are, if we hold fast our confidence and the boast of our hope firm until the end. Take care, brethren, that there not be in any one of you an evil, unbelieving heart that falls away from the living God. So we see that they were not able to enter because of unbelief. Hebrews 3:2, 5, 12, 19

Observation

What makes a faithful man? You know, the kind who has earned a gold watch and the respect of those who seek his advice not his business card? The answer is locked up in the word “faithful”. He is a man “full of faith”. Because of that he can endure when times are hard, funds are low and tension is high. A faithful man has found a navigation point not on board his rolling vessel; his eyes scan the horizon for the North Star of stability in God to lead him home.

His faithfulness is not fixed on a person, but first on the Lord. People will always disappoint, even those we are called to be faithful to. But when our faith is fixed on the Lord’s purposes in a person we can hang in there longer than we think possible or reasonable. It’s true in marriage or in the marketplace.

When unbelief settles in a man will no longer be faithful. As soon as he loses his faith in God he will also lose grip in difficult days. What does he do when he is offended, or challenged by hardship, misunderstood, mistreated or whatever? If he is not faithful he will become bitter and quit. Endurance is the result of faith that God will eventually come through.

Application

It is a subtle sleight of hand, but I can end up working for man and not the Lord if I’m not careful. Then when appreciation runs low loyalty can dry up. Serving the Lord alone does not necessarily improve conditions but it does help me keep heart. Subservience doesn’t work, just servanthood. I want to serve the Lord as a son and not a slave in the house. I want to be faithful for the right reasons.

Prayer

Father, please do that in Jesus’ name. Amen.

I'm Phil McCallum, a husband, father and most of all one of the people Jesus loves. I'm privileged to serve Evergreen Community Church in Bothell, Washington as Senior Pastor where people love enough to believe "it's all about relationships." In 1982 I made a vow to read God's word daily and apply it to life. Each day I write out my reflections. Some days I post those on my blog. It's a little personal but it's my hope it will stir you to go deeper still. Learn how I do my devotions. These are my thoughts and not necessarily those of the ministry I serve. By the way check out the computer study Bible Glo. I highly recommend it.

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