Leadership, Materialism, Pride

The Leader One Per Cent Short

No Comments 30 March 2008

Press the arrow to listen to Newsboys singing Something Beautiful while reading today’s devotion.

Scripture
Then Gideon asked [the two kings], “The men you killed…what were they like?” “Like you,” they replied. “They all had the look of a king’s son.” Judges 8:18

Observation
If you were to put all of the heroes of the book of Judges in a lineup, who would you pick as the most likely to be elected king by the people? Would eyes fix on Samson and his biceps? How about Samuel and his insight? Surprisingly the one judge most likely to become king was Gideon the scardeycat. The people mobbed him and offered him a throne. It was a good thing that Gideon declined because he was a one percent short leader. Two kings flattered Gideon and said that had the “look of a king’s son” but he was no king.

What kind of leader almost makes it, but does not quite get there? It is the leader who is 99% pure, but there is just a little something that contaminates his leadership. These are just trace elements that few would notice. But God notices and disqualifies that man from leading.

What was Gideon lacking in his missing 1%?

For starters, he looked like a king but he acted like a terrorist. Those who did not support his cause, he thrashed with thorns, pulled down their public buildings and killed their menfolk. Compare that with King David a few decades later just before he became king. When 200 men would not fight with him, he left them beside the road, went on, fought the battle and then let them share in the spoils when he returned. Gideon didn’t have the magnanimous heart of a true king.

Gideon looked like a king, but he could not clean up his own villains. Two enemy kings needed to be dealt with, but Gideon turned to his boy to do a man’s job. Gideon was a coward who recoiled from dirty jobs. A king is a king because he alone will do what a king must do. A leader must deal with his own issues. Some things a leader cannot delegate and still remain a leader. A true leader deals with his own villains.

Lost of all, Gideon looked like a king, but he was greedy with the public purse. He should have left the gold alone, but instead Gideon asked for a small thing…just an earring from each man. Behind that small corruption was a fear that he would have nothing for the years ahead. Gideon was not a king, therefore, he had no right to taxation. But he taxed the people, and so cursed his future and that of his sons. Greed need not be large. Even the desire for daily financial survival can be greed if there is no trust in God to supply.

What was the crack that let this impurity seep into Gideon’s soul? The door ajar was Gideon’s pride. Gideon looked fearful, but his real issue was pride. He was a self-made man, and for that reason he never felt big enough to get the job done. That fear led to pride to puff himself up bigger than he really was. The fear did not mutate into pride until after the victory was won.

Application
How then can a leader lead if he is one percent short? Most leaders know that in fact they fall far more short of capability than just one percent. We all have many insecurities, especially leaders. The answer is in something we can call not self-confidence but Christ-confidence.

Christ-confidence begins when a leader refuses to pretend to be what he is not, but instead becomes comfortable with honesty about his shortcomings in the presence of God. When a leader is honest with his fears, he is set free with pretending. He is set free to find a new depth of confidence in Christ. The Lord has chosen each of us knowing our inadequacies with x-ray perception. We are inadequate, and yet he chose each of us imperfect as we are. He chose us one percent (or more) short to give himself room to reveal himself through our imperfections.

All leaders fall short in some way. What makes the difference between the good leaders and the bad ones is what they do with their insecurities. Wayne Cordeiro leads a church of 14,000, speaks at the Willow Creek Summit and is a sought after mentor and speaker. I spent seven years with him, close enough to see unguarded moments. I remember in one difficult season, Wayne sat in an ordinary kitchen chair and pressed his confused head against the wall and said, “Phil, I cannot always lead with confidence, so I will serve with confidence.” That is the mark of an effective leader who knows how to handle the missing one percent.

Prayer
Father, even if my life were True Gold at 99.9%, I would still be one tenth of one percent short. There is still much dross in me. Yet you chose me knowing all that is in me, even what I don’t know about myself. So here are my inadequacies. Glorify yourself through them. Help me to brush past those who would want me to lead based on self-confidence. Instead, help me to serve out of confidence in Christ. I don’t want to depend on the “look” of a leader; I want to depend on the Lord. Amen.

Endurance, Materialism, Worship

Harmonizing with Hallelujah

No Comments 31 December 2007

Reinhardt Bonnke Crusade in Nigeria with over 1 million attending

Scripture

After this I heard what sounded like the roar of a great multitude in heaven shouting: “Hallelujah!” Revelation 19:1


Observation

Dark was the night but the the humidity was visible in the steamy room. I was squeezed in an tin shed with nearly 1,000 boisterous people sharing sweat and praises in Papua New Guinea. I had seen missionary slides as a kid but none of them were scratch and sniff so they didn’t prepare me for the worship fragrance of a congregation without deodorant.

The smell faded as I listened to one chorus they belted out with special gusto. I recognized the word “USA” and “Australia” so I leaned over to the Caucasian standing next to me and asked for a translation. The words went something like this:

The USA, Australia and PNG will all be destroyed,
But the kingdom of God will last forever.

Something told me this song wouldn’t make it from PNG to the charts in America. The people exalting around me obviously meant what they were singing and didn’t seem bothered by the implication. They seemed at ease with the thought of the collapse of everything I knew and held dear because they loved Christ that much.

I knew my heart needed help. I wasn’t sure I could sing that song with such abandon. But when I read Revelation 19 that’s exactly what the survivors of the end will do. From heaven rings a great “Hallelujah!” We cannot imagine how deafening that will be. We’ve all heard Handel’s “Halleujah Chorus”. What exactly is all of heaven hallejuahing about anyways? The context says it is the destruction of the world economic, political and religious system that stands opposed to Christ. These people are obviously not addicted life. They hold things loosely so they can grasp Christ tightly and so they sing “Hallelujah” while the shopping malls I know and hold dear burn in the last inferno of history.

Application When I read this prayer of Revelation I wonder if all of my life I should be trying somehow to harmonize with this future hallelujah from heaven? One day it will come my turn to sing. Will I be able to triumph in God over the destruction of what grieves him or will I be fishing out burning valuables from the fire?

Now is my turn in life to live detached. There are many things in this life that can detract me from being loved by Christ alone. My call is to separate myself from them and to attach myself completely to Christ.

Prayer Father, I know that today I’m tuning up to audition for the choir of heaven. Help me to be ready to sing “Hallelujah” about the things that cause you to rejoice. Amen.

End Times, Materialism

In a Single Moment

1 Comment 13 September 2007

Leslie and I pose for a shot in one of the world’s great cities…Sydney, Australia.

Leslie and I pose for a shot in one of the world’s great cities…Sydney, Australia.

Scripture

Babylon is fallen—that great city is fallen!

She will be completely consumed by fire, for the Lord God who judges her is mighty. And the kings of the world who committed adultery with her and enjoyed her great luxury will mourn for her as they see the smoke rising from her charred remains.

O Babylon, you great city! In a single moment God’s judgment came on you.

Then a mighty angel picked up a boulder the size of a huge millstone. He threw it into the ocean and shouted, “Just like this, the great city Babylon will be thrown down with violence and will never be found again.”

Come away from her, my people
Do not take part in her sins,
Or you will be punished with her.
Revelation 18 selected verses

Observation

A city obliterated in one day.

A skyline reduced to smoke.

A mushroom cloud like a boulder thrown into the sea.

Are these snippets from a doomsday report on terrorism? No, they are summaries from the Bible. Tucked in the last pages of Revelation is a staggering prophecy about a city called “Babylon” that is destroyed in just one day and left in charred ashes. The merchants and rulers of the world mourn because they can no longer do trade with that great city.

Before 1945 this was unthinkable. Then came the atomic bomb.
Before 2001 it was unconceivable. Then came 9/11.
Today the thought of a nuclear terrorist strike on a US city is bouncing somewhere between probable and likely.

The chairman of the 9/11 Commission has stated he expects to see a nuclear attack on an American city in his lifetime. (60 Minutes, CBS News January 29, 2006).

Al-Qaeda spokesman Suleiman Abu Gheith has stated al-Qaeda’s objective: “to kill 4 million Americans—2 million of them children—and to exile twice as many and wound and cripple hundreds of thousands.” (Graham T. Allison, Council on Foreign Relations, April 20, 2007.)

In the 2004 Presidential debate, George Bush agreed with Al Gore when he said, “I agree with my opponent that the biggest threat facing this country is weapons of mass destruction in the hands of a terrorist network.” (Graham T. Allison, Council on Foreign Relations, April 20, 2007.)

One month after September 11 only a handful of US leaders knew that a 10 kiloton bomb stolen from Russia’s stockpile was in the hands of terrorists in New York City. No one was told lest total panic would ensue. (Time, February 2002).

But before the media started waking up to the potential, a strangely familiar scenario was first recorded in the Bible for believers. Why would God foreshadow the destruction of a major world city in one single day? For one reason: He wants us to consider and to know how we must live long before it happens.

Where is Babylon? Babylon was a city that only archaeologists know today. But the seeds of Babylon are growing in every skyline of any city in the world. The principles learned about establishing urban civilization were first trialed in Babylon and then exported to the world. So Babylon is more than a place it is a system. In the global economy Babylon is everywhere as world cities meld into a multinational sameness.

Why is God so angry with Babylon? Because that city has exported the sludge of immorality to the entire world. It has pursued extravagant luxury by stepping on many people in the process. That could be Hollywood, The Strip, the Boardwalk or Wall Street.

Application

How should Christians live in a world of terrorist threat not just against one person but an entire city? The answer is to live detached. John says,

Come away from her, my people
Do not take part in her sins,
Or you will be punished with her.

As we edge and lurch closer to the second coming Christians should distance themselves further and further from the social attitudes that obscure the glory of God like the lights of Vegas. We should own goods without being owned by them. We should treasure sexuality as a gift and not a right. We should keep tender instead of sporting an urban chic callous.

There is a message of hope in Revelation 18. A world city will not be destroyed until God says so. Such a profound act will not be meaningless it will bear a message from heaven. Should any of us see such terrible thing we will know that it bears a word from God himself. This future destruction is his timing and doing alone.

What lays in our lap today is our attitude about the attractions of Babylon. We should feel ourselves more detached from it as the days go by. Our lives must be simpler, humbler, and more tender to escape.

Prayer

Father, honestly I don’t want to think about this, but in reality it is irresponsible not to. Help me to live detached today so that I may not be tempted to look back. Amen.

Blessing, God's Presence, Materialism, Rest/Sabbath, Waiting

His Presence is the Present

No Comments 12 September 2007

When Levi was 14 (just three  years ago) I gave to him a ring to as a seal of his commitment to sexual purity. It came after three months of weekly dinners and discipling and the last feat of scaling a volcanic cone of basalt.

When Levi was 14 (just three years ago) I gave to him a ring to as a seal of his commitment to sexual purity. It came after three months of weekly dinners and discipling and the last feat of scaling a volcanic cone of basalt.

Here is the ring I gave Levi in his hand. That hand is twice the size today!

Here is the ring I gave Levi in his hand. That hand is twice the size today!

Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows. James 3:17

If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him! Matthew 7:11

And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord. Romans 8:38-39

There are many goods in life. Some of them are good, some of them are not so good for us. Only God knows the difference. The goal of life is to enjoy the presence of God not things. When possessions come our goal is to enjoy God’s presence through the gifts he gives to us. True prosperity is not having stuff but enjoying the presence of the Lord in the things he gives. Those gifts cover everything from our pay check, to houses, health, household goods and things on wheels.

God is a Father who loves to give appropriate gifts to his children. Just as any human father anticipates Christmas morning after a night time of assembly, so too our heavenly Father loves us and loves to see our reaction when he gives us the gifts that we need. Like any dad his aim is not just to give us stuff, but to leave us with tangible expressions of his love. A gift in its purest form is a condensation of love.

There are many things in life that we can gain without God’s love. There are possessions in life that we can grasp for, grab after and even gain them. But God isn’t in them. When the cellophane is off somehow they leave us feeling more alone. To get them we have to step out of the love of God, out of his provision, timing and will. We have to overspend, overwork, manipulate, borrow, break relationships, covet, envy, worry or whatever else it takes to reach that little bit more to get them.

Possessions and possessing not only can be but should become a way that we come to love God more and relate better with him. This is not just a good idea, it is a necessity. Otherwise we will seek gifts and not the Giver or worse yet end up with goods that do us no good at all. The result is greed, worry, envy and covetousness.

How can we have hopes for some of the things of life while deepening our relationship with the Lord? Here’s the secret: seek only what comes out of the love of God.

Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4

Imagine a river that flows from under the throne of God from the crystal sea. It courses down the main avenue of heaven and tumbles over the precipice into our lives. This river is pure, distilled love. This water is all that we need in life and it floods our hearts with joy. There are many things that look good that are away from this river. Some things are a far journey away. But to have them you must leave the river and the love of God flowing into your life. So you make the choice not to chase after them but to remain in the midst of the flow of love that comes from God’s throne straight into your heart. Now imagine that the Lord deposits into that river some of the necessities of life. A car floats past, then comes a sofa, next a pencil, over there a house, then a pair of socks and so on. Sure the image is crude but hang with it for a moment. What matters most, those goods or the love that conveyed them to you? The answer is obvious. Nothing is greater than the love of God.

So here is how we keep our souls clean from the corrosion of greed. Come to love the river of God’s love that transports good things into your life and not the goods themselves. When those things come take them as reminders of his presence and enjoy them in his presence. But keep focused on the love and not the goods themselves. And above all don’t seek anything unless it has come into your life as a gift from the Lord.

It is true that nothing can separate us from the love of God, but it is equally true that we can step out of God’s love when we prowl after possessions without God’s presence. When I find myself manipulating, overstretching financially, overtaxing my body, stepping, on, over and pushing through people to get my way then I can be certain I have stepped out of God’s love in search of things.

Stay in the Lord’s love and enjoy the good gifts as reminders of the Father above. God wants to bless us, but not to pull our hearts from him but to draw us close to his heart.

Father in a season of life when I need to ask you for many practical helps, please keep my focus clear so that I seek you and not what you have to give to me. Your presence is the best present I could ever have. Amen.

Materialism, Money, Perspective

Just Passin’ Through Ezekiel 31:14

No Comments 06 September 2007

Lesie and I went to Bryce Canyon, Utah, one of the prettiest places God has made on planet earth.

Lesie and I went to Bryce Canyon, Utah, one of the prettiest places God has made on planet earth.

Let the tree of no other nation
proudly exult in its own prosperity,
though it be higher than the clouds
and it be watered from the depths.
For all are doomed to die,
to go down to the depths of the earth.
Ezekiel 31:14

Why are the crumbling pyramids still standing in Egypt? The Bible says that God has a reason for leaving the relics of Egyptology scattered in the African Sahara.

I just did a quick internet search of the ruins of Egypt. One comprehensive site gave no fewer than 13 pages of single spaced, bullet point place names of archaeological sites to visit. On the list are pyramids, tombs, temples, palaces, obelisks and towns. Tomb robbers with crowbars and archaeologists with toothbrushes have scoured the desert and still are finding more. Egypt was one of the world’s superpowers, an the dry climate has preserved much to see.

Why?

God says that he has kept Egypt’s ruins alive for one reason: that nations will live in humility. An empire has dehydrated before, another can dry up again. One day tourists may be visiting the ruins of the Capitol Mall in Washington, or the strip in Las Vegas, the rusted hands of Big Ben or the crumpled steel of the Sydney Harbour Bridge. Egypt’s ruins keep us humble.

The pages of history are in hot pursuit of every nation to swallow them up into the yellow pages of memory. Nations have a life span but most rage on as if empires are eternal.

Each year I plow through Ezekiel and Revelation in the Bible reading plan that I follow. Those are two heavy books to bench press together. But I just told my wife that I’m glad of reading them for they help me to keep from getting too attached to what the good life has to offer. The only thing permanent is not in this world. Only as my life is connected to the Lord do I have any hope to make any long lasting impact with my life.

I was speaking to a friend moaning about his mother-in-law. She is a shopaholic who has a penchant to snap up exquisite bargains and then leave them with her children as heirlooms. He showed me boxes of beautiful stuff he and his wife are never allowed to sell. Each piece is to be passed down through generations from her. He said, “She has this driving passion to be remembered.” Like many she is trying to lasso her significance to the shifting stuff around her.

How then should we live? I don’t think the answer is to sell up and put up a pup tent. Remember Jeremiah in the middle of his doomsday prophesies bought a block of land and told the refugees to build houses. But I do think it calls for an inner sense of detachment from the things around me. Reading Revelation and Ezekiel reminds me that life is not forever and not all the good things of life are in this life.

Father, help me today to live loosely holding onto your unseen hand. Amen.

Materialism, Money, Significance, Success

Apes, Peacocks and Women

No Comments 25 May 2007

Press arrow to enjoy this worship song as you read today’s devotion

Natalie Grant “In Better Hands”

Scripture

“King Solomon was wiser and richer than all the kings of the earth – he surpassed them all. People came from all over the world to be with Solomon and drink in the wisdom God had given him. And everyone who came brought gifts – artifacts of gold and silver, fashionable robes and gowns, the latest in weapons, exotic spices, and horses and mules – parades of visitors, year after year” (1 Kings 10:23-25).

“King Solomon was obsessed with women Solomon openly defied God; he did not follow in his father David’s footsteps. He went on to build a sacred shrine to Chemosh, the horrible god of Moab, and to Molech, the horrible god of the Ammonites, on a hill just east of Jerusalem. He built similar shrines for all his foreign wives, who then polluted the countryside with the smoke and stench of their sacrifices. God was furious with Solomon for abandoning the God of Israel, the God who had twice appeared to him and had so clearly commanded him not to fool around with other gods. Solomon faithlessly disobeyed God’s orders.” (1 Kings 11:1-10).

Observation

Clarke Gable was the success story of early Hollywood with many fawning admirers. A friend had stopped by his home for a visit with her little boy. While Gable chatted, her small son played with toy cars on the carpet. His imaginary race track looped in f igure eights around the feet of a grand statue. The figurine the child had pulled into his little game was none other than the Oscar that Clarke Gable recently won for his 1934 performance in “It Happened One Night.” On his way out the door the little rascal tugged on Gable’s coat and asked, “Can I have this?” His horrified mother saw her son pointing to the golden statuette. She scolded him, “Put that down at once young man!” But Clarke Gable soothed her anger. He pressed the gold award into the boy’s hands and said, “”Having the Oscar around doesn’t mean anything to me; earning it does.” The actor seemed to know that past success can be a comfortable hammock upon which he may be tempted to rest, rather than a springboard launching him to the next level.

King Solomon’s life was so successful that he had all the chimpanzees, peacocks and women that a man could want. But unlike Clarke Gable, Solomon lost sight of why he had them. Everything came to Solomon delivered and paid for. But King Solomon forgot why. It was not because of Solomon but because of the wisdom God had given him. His eyes were diverted from the Giver to his gifts until the gifts became an end in themselves. He forgot the process of earning wisdom while enjoying the fruits of wisdom.

Application

The world’s richest man is not one who has everything but one who remembers clearly when he did not. The Sam Waltons of this world scouting out a billion dollar empires in an beatup pick up are by far the worlds richest men because they never have forgotten their beginnings.

No matter how life escalates I need to keep returning to origins. And when life returns to origins I need to rejoice in the reminder of where all has come from.

Prayer
Father, apes, peacocks and women and more could pull me from you. Help me to remember always where I have come from and the process that has brought me to where I am. Let success be safe with me when you test me with that trial. Amen.

I'm Phil McCallum, a husband, father and most of all one of the people Jesus loves. I'm privileged to serve Evergreen Community Church in Bothell, Washington as Senior Pastor where people love enough to believe "it's all about relationships." In 1982 I made a vow to read God's word daily and apply it to life. Each day I write out my reflections. Some days I post those on my blog. It's a little personal but it's my hope it will stir you to go deeper still. Learn how I do my devotions. These are my thoughts and not necessarily those of the ministry I serve. By the way check out the computer study Bible Glo. I highly recommend it.

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