Listen to the story of Boyd and Wanda Cochran from our church Evergreen Community Church in Bothell, Washington.
Scripture
They rose about daybreak and Samuel called to Saul on the roof, “Get ready, and I will send you on your way.” When Saul got ready, he and Samuel went outside together. As they were going down to the edge of the town, Samuel said to Saul, “Tell the servant to go on ahead of us”-and the servant did so-”but you stay here awhile, so that I may give you a message from God.” 1 Samuel 9:26-27
Observation
The servant leads the king. That is the whole problem with Saul’s leadership over Israel. The fissure in Saul’s personality is obvious from the first day on the job. His leadership opens on the pages of history with the story of lost donkeys and Saul’s hunt to find them accompanied with his servant. Instead of Saul leading the expedition, it is the slave at every step who perceives and encourages. The leader is following his employee.
Compare this to Saul’s son Jonathan. A few years later, while Saul is biting his manicure off in fear of his enemies, Jonathan has the courage to act. He calls his servant to follow him in a risky attack. His slave replies, “Go ahead; I am with you heart and soul.” (1 Sam 14:7)
Saul was not the leader he could have been because the king followed his servant and a son was greater than his father.
Application
I do not want Saul’s problem to be my problem. I know the voice of God. I can see a way forward. I have friends with me on this journey. They are good friends to encourage me, but only God can lead me. As a leader I must choose to be led by God. I must protect the times that no one has access to me except God. That requires me to walk into the vacuum of aloneness that every leader feels and live with the void behind him, unsure in the first moments if anyone will follow. I need friends with me on this journey but only God can go before me. I want to be a Jonathan and not a Saul.
Prayer
Today, help me to lead as I’m led by you and you alone. Keep my friends who correct me, console me and occasionally to confront me so that I may follow you better. Amen.



