Failure, God's Glory, Overcoming

Making the Most of Failure

No Comments 21 March 2008

 

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David Crowder Everything Glorious 

Scripture
The men of Gibeon quickly sent messengers to Joshua at his camp in Gilgal. “Don’t abandon your servants now!” they pleaded. “Come at once! Save us! Help us! For all the Amorite kings who live in the hill country have joined forces to attack us.”

So Joshua and his entire army, including his best warriors, left Gilgal and set out for Gibeon. “Do not be afraid of them,” the Lord said to Joshua, “for I have given you victory over them. Not a single one of them will be able to stand up to you.”

On the day the Lord gave the Israelites victory over the Amorites, Joshua prayed to the Lord in front of all the people of Israel. He said,

“Let the sun stand still over Gibeon,
and the moon over the valley of Aijalon.”

So the sun stood still and the moon stayed in place until the nation of Israel had defeated its enemies.

Is this event not recorded in The Book of Jashar? The sun stayed in the middle of the sky, and it did not set as on a normal day. There has never been a day like this one before or since, when the Lord answered such a prayer. Surely the Lord fought for Israel that day! Joshua 10:6-8; 12-13

Observation
Have you ever blundered so badly that you have felt that God could not use you again? Joshua must have had those feelings. He had been hoodwinked by the Gibeonites and was dumb enough to sign a contract with his enemies without consulting God. His treaty was binding not just for him but for centuries of leaders.

But Joshua discovered what many other Bible characters found: God is determined to be glorified, even if that means using our failures to do so. David failed with Bathsheba, but from their relationship came Solomon, Israel’s greatest king. There is something that allures God when he finds failure served up on the platter of a humble heart.

Salvation is not God erasing away our failure so that we will not make mistakes again. Instead, salvation is God taking our failure and making it part of his glory story.

Look again at Joshua. Before the ink was dry he was called upon to defend people he should have destroyed. He would have thought to himself, “How stupid could I have been!” But we can never underestimate God’s determination to be glorified. The Lord reached into the mess and worked a miracle. Joshua had the courage to pray a dramatic prayer in the midst of his shame. He asked for nothing short of the sun standing still; what is more, God brought planet Earth to a halt to answer his prayer.

A great miracle came because a leader did not allow himself to be crippled by his failure. He offered his blunder to the Lord and saw God’s glory come.

Application
Have I given my failures to the Lord for him to use? Do I have faith to believe that God can be glorified through them?  There are times that my prayer of repentance and regret can interfere with God’s determination to glorify himself through the broken parts of my life.

Prayer
Father, if Thomas Edison could make a light from a charred piece of cotton thread, then take my life and energize your glory through me. Take what is left of us after the fire and pour your glory through us so that your light will be seen by all. Let even our failures give you opportunity to glorify your name. Make all of the glory that you can out of my imperfect life. Amen.

Challenge, Criticism, Disappointment, Encouragement, Failure, God's Favor, God's Presence, Overcoming, Setbacks

Is God Against Us?

1 Comment 27 February 2008


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Song: Mercy Me Word of God Speak

Scripture
The Canaanite king of Arad, who lived in the Negev, heard that the Israelites were approaching on the road through Atharim. So he attacked the Israelites and took some of them as prisoners. Then the people of Israel made this vow to the Lord: “If you will hand these people over to us, we will completely destroy all their towns.” The Lord heard the Israelites’ request and gave them victory over the Canaanites. Numbers 21:1-3

Observation
When life goes badly is God against us?

Many think so. Their motto is: “Life bad equals God mad; life good equals God glad”. That is the human race’s most basic theology. The crippling motto transcends every culture and religion. Even Jesus did battle with that corrosive thought. Such a theological proposition sounds plausible enough, but it is deadly wrong. This page from the desert journals of the Jews enables us to leapfrog over this pathetic concept.

Why use the word “pathetic”? Because when we take hard life circumstances as a reflection of God’s face toward us, we freeze in place afraid to move forward lest we cop it more. Instead of moving forward, using the strength God has given to us and the love he showers on us, we grovel in suspicions of the Lord’s intentions toward us. We who are favored sons and daughters of the Most High, behave as the friendless and fatherless. That is pathetic.

The Israelites were still in shock from a hit and run raid by their enemies. Blitzkrieg snatched up friends and family. At that point the people could have given into their feelings of vulnerability. It had been a rocky road through the desert. They had littered the wasteland with grumbling. There was ample evidence that they had ticked God off. They could have huddled in their tents like children afraid of daddy coming home. Instead, they stepped beyond their fear of God’s intent toward them and trusted his love enough to bargain.

Their deal was this: if God would put their enemies into their hands they would in turn scrape the map clean of every town they inhabited. They would have their loved ones back and God would have for himself the beginning of space to create a new nation. God liked the deal and delivered.

To make that deal with God the Jews had to step over the shriveling theology of God’s displeasure. The people risked rejection by probing God’s heart to find out his heart for them. It seemed as if God were against them, but they dared to ask for more. In the asking they discovered what is true for us: God is for us.

We will not discover the smile of God by stalling in the dust of our disaster. We must move beyond setbacks and ask in the road ahead if God will indeed open doors.

Application
There have been tough days in my life when I have believed the criticisms of those who had no interest in my progress and have taken their words as the voice of God. As I reflect over the past I see that God’s eventual blessings proved them all wrong. You loved me…and them…far more than I imagined. I have discovered that when life is bad, God is still good. Faith is the ultimate act of bravery to open the door and to see who is on the other side. The risk of asking a little bit more can open to us kindness brighter than we could ever imagine.

Prayer
Father, no failure is final, including mine because your Son is my Savior. Give me the courage to step past the barricades erected by the fearful and to join where you are fighting for my future. The precious words today are “with” and “for”. God is with me. God is for me. That is reassuringly enough. Amen.

Courage, Emotions, Failure, Fear

The Other Side of Stage Fright

No Comments 22 January 2008

Scripture
But Moses pleaded with the Lord, “O Lord, I’m not very good with words. I never have been, and I’m not now, even though you have spoken to me. I get tongue-tied, and my words get tangled.”

Then the Lord asked Moses, “Who makes a person’s mouth? Who decides whether people speak or do not speak, hear or do not hear, see or do not see? Is it not I, the Lord? now go! I will be with you as you speak, and I will instruct you in what to say.” Exodus 4:10-12

Observation
When God calls a man he does not put a finger on his strengths but digs up all of his inadequacies.

Asking Moses to speak to Pharaoh was a traumatic request. First of all, Pharaoh was only the most important man on earth. Anyone might feel blood pressure increase, breathing shallow out and the voice fade in his presence. But for Moses there was more. He had childhood memories of stuttering to step over. That may seem small to some, but to a stutterer it is a huge tank trap. There were memories of being a chronic stutterer in a king’s court where verbal agility is everything. Moses would not move beyond that.

We know how the story pans out. Moses answers, “Here am I Lord, send Aaron.” The rest of the story would have been easier if Moses had not worked through a press secretary to represent him.

But there could have been another outcome. Moses was being asked to face up to his most primordial fear. What looked like cruelty was in fact an act of help from the Lord. If Moses would face it he could move beyond it.

Moses did not confront his fear of stage fright. Why? Because he expected the fear to dissolve before he spoke. But the Lord proimsed no such thing. He only guaranteed that when Moses started to speak that he would sense God with him. “I will be with you as you speak” the Lord said. The key word there is “as” Reassurance does not come until we step out.

Application
I cannot expect that the Lord will soothe my feelings until first I have obeyed him. We want the feelings to come first. But the Lord will not work that way. Instead we must obey without the feelings. Six years ago this week I went on a trip to Australia to lay the groundwork to plant a new church in Brisbane, New Hope Brisbane. It was just me and a rental car. What later became the church was not yet gathered together. I visited a conference facility and a restaurant function room on top of a hill. I remember feeling so conspicuous looking for a building without people to put in it. But within one year I saw both of those facilities packed with people. First I had to step out and then the confidence came.

Prayer
Father you sure do lead us to still waters but you do hide the fact in the middle of the Psalm that the way there comes through the valley of the shadow of death. Help me to continue to do more than my feelings allow. I want to be in the place where you are, which is always on the other side of my fears. Amen.

Failure, Humility, Repentance

Rocked by Jesus

No Comments 20 January 2008

Scripture

“The stone the builders rejected has become the capstone? Everyone who falls on that stone will be broken to pieces, but he on whom it falls will be crushed.” Luke 20:17-18

Observation
A person must be rocked to come to Jesus. We want to avoid the stumbling stone because we want so very much to be a whole person to come to Christ. We want to present ourselves at our best with every ability sharpened and shined ready for his inspection. But the Lord Jesus Christ will not accept anyone in pristine presentation. That spit and polish is not of him; that kind is all of us. He will have none of self-righteousness. Instead Jesus offers to rock us to come to him.

We avoid this first step in coming to Christ because we don’t value what he values. The Lord cherishes broken pieces and if nothing else is available he will settle for the pulverized dust left over from our stupidity. Broken people are what the Lord wants and so he gives to each of us the gift of setbacks, hardships, disappointments, frustrations, embarrassment, and so on to get us into shape to be remade by him.

There are only two choices to come to Christ: either to be broken or to be pulverized. The Lord prefers the first option for us. That involves us stumbling over the person of Christ and being broken by the discovery. Jesus is the only man who is fully human for his life has fully pleased God. We will always think ourselves competent and complete until we find him.

But if we somehow manage to slip by Jesus or to dust ourselves off and rush on into foolishness then eventually the rock will fall on us and pulverize us. On the other side of Jesus are consequences. If we will not face up to Christ we will meet others who will force us to meet up with ourselves. Hopefully those encounters will bring us back to Christ.

Application
I’m a normal human; I cherish my “together” moments. They are the diplomas on my walls and pictures on my shelves. But Jesus does not cherish these as much as the memory of my need for him. My brokenness is beautiful to him for then he can do what he does best: be a Saviour.

Prayer
Father, your Son is a Saviour and I need saving, so we make a wonderful combination. I need your help. I will not even bother to dust myself off. Just as I am I come to you. Amen.

Direction, Failure, Overcoming, Setbacks

Mountain Climbing in High Heels

No Comments 01 November 2007

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Scripture
My help comes from the Lord…
He will not let you stumble
The Lord himself watches over you!
The Lord keeps you from all harm.
Psalm 121 Selected

Observation
In the flat center of the red Australian continent rises not a mountain but a solitary rock. It’s known as Uluru or Ayers Rock and it’s the world’s largest monolith. Tourists like me were scrambling up the side, grasping the heavy chain hand rail to pull themselves up to the top. The sides are steep and the guide warned us about the tourists that tumbled to their death by letting go of the chain. While we were snaking our way up the rock, other tourists were coming down on the other side of the handrail. A lady descending had been scaling the rock face in stiletto high heels! Just when I was marveling at her naiveté, she stumbled and tumbled in front of me. I and another tourist reached out and grabbed her by the hand and pulled her back to safety.

God does that with me as well. I’ve done things as mountain climbing in stilettos. I’ve taken wrong roads, brought too much stuff and left the right stuff at home and have been helplessly lost. But just when I stumble a hand reaches out to brace me.

I did some research into the phrase, “He will not let you stumble.” The words literally translate, “He will not let your foot wobble.” God is watching my footwork and knows just when to step in.

How?

Because he is watching over me and keeping me from all harm. There are times we can’t see where we are going but God knows right where we are.

Application
“You are being watched” is not normally a good thing, but this time it is. I’m under God’s surveillance and that is a great comfort. The question is, am I looking up to the Lord from whom my help comes from?

Prayer
Father, this psalm is written not to ask us to do anything but to remind us of what you are doing for us. You are watching me. There are times I feel that I’ve marched off of the map. I wonder if I’ve checked in often enough for directions. Have I digressed too far? Yet, in the end I find that I was being led by hands I could not see. Even when it feels sometimes that I’m making things up I discover that you are working things out. So I trust the hand I cannot see and follow the voice I cannot hear and know that you have everything under control. Amen.

Endurance, Failure, Problems, Setbacks

This Isn’t My Problem

No Comments 22 June 2007

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Casting Crowns Praise You In This Storm

Scripture

“Don’t be discouraged by this mighty army, for the battle is not yours, but God’s.” (2 Chronicles 20:15)

“On the fourth day they gathered in the Valley of Blessing, which got its name that day because the people praised and thanked the Lord there. It is still called the Valley of Blessing today.” (2 Chronicles 20:26)

Observation

To whom do my problems belong? Worry tells me that every problem is my problem. It’s up to me to face it and solve it. That’s why we get discouraged because we lock ourselves in a sealed room of fear that even shuts God out.

But faith says that my problem is in fact God’s problem. “The battle is not yours, but God’s.” I remember hearing my mother pray as I was growing up, “Lord it will be interesting to see how you solve this one.” That prayer is based on a confidence that problems are not our property, they belong to the Lord.

I like how the poet Elizabeth Cheney summed it up in her poem “Overheard in an Orchard”:

Said the Robin to the Sparrow,
“I should really like to know
Why these anxious human beings
Rush about and hurry so.”
Said the Sparrow to the Robin,
“Friend, I think that it must be
That they have no Heavenly Father
Such as cares for you and me.”

Application
Because God’s people in this story made their problem His problem they were able to change the atlas. A place that had existed on the maps for centuries under another name was changed overnight into a new name, “The Valley of Blessing.” It would be like changing a street sign after a great victory. When we let God have possession of our problems He too can make changes so great it is like changing the street directory. Our lives become totally different because we let the Lord take over.

Prayer

Father, today I make my problems, your problem. Not out an indifferent passing of the buck, but because you delight in being bothered with our difficulties as it draws our hearts together in love. Amen.


I'm Phil McCallum, a husband, father and most of all one of the people Jesus loves. I'm privileged to serve Evergreen Community Church in Bothell, Washington as Senior Pastor where people love enough to believe "it's all about relationships." In 1982 I made a vow to read God's word daily and apply it to life. Each day I write out my reflections. Some days I post those on my blog. It's a little personal but it's my hope it will stir you to go deeper still. Learn how I do my devotions. These are my thoughts and not necessarily those of the ministry I serve. By the way check out the computer study Bible Glo. I highly recommend it.

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