Desire, God's Presence, Peace

Enjoying More On Less

No Comments 08 October 2008

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Scripture
O LORD, my heart is not proud, nor my eyes haughty;
Nor do I involve myself in great matters,
Or in things too difficult for me.
Surely I have composed and quieted my soul;
Like a weaned child rests against his mother,
My soul is like a weaned child within me.
O Israel, hope in the LORD
From this time forth and forever.
Psalm 131

Observation
One of the sure signs that we are growing up is that we are happy when our needs aren’t met. A mother and her small child are sketched in Psalm 131. The child is happy, not because he is getting the bottle. Instead, the toddler is content simply because mama is close.

I know I am maturing when I am content praying even if no answers come. All the selfishness of requests are set aside, and it is good just to be with the Lord.

Application
There is a place of rest for me somewhere between desire and fulfillment. Most will not be content until the answer comes. But the Father shows me a another option of satisfaction even when the bag is empty for me. I suspect in the current economic earthquake that there will be a lot more need to find contentment in the word “without”. That will spare me from overreaching. Instead, the instructions for me are clear: compose and quiet yourself. I must pull in my insatiable longings and find my contentment in just being with the Lord.

Prayer
Father, help me to really value what the word “present” means. It is not a possession that you offer me, like a boxed present. It is a relationship that you give me in the sense that you are present in the room. That is more than enough for me. Amen.

Challenge, Courage, Desire, Endurance, Overcoming, Surrender

The Strength of Clinging

No Comments 26 March 2008

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Matthew West “You Are Everything” 

Scripture
Rather, cling tightly to the Lord your God as you have done until now. For the Lord has driven out great and powerful nations for you, and no one has yet been able to defeat you. Each one of you will put to flight a thousand of the enemy, for the Lord your God fights for you, just as he has promised. So be very careful to love the Lord your God. Joshua 23:8-11

Observation
Soldiers should love their General. It is not enough just to obey him. Warriors must love their commanding officer so that their heart is fully engaged.

The General, of course, is the Lord, the recruits naturally are us and the war is life around us as we now find it. For men, it’s great to have Joshua in the Bible. Let the girls have Ruth; Joshua is a boys book of heroes and blood baths. In this book men learn how to follow God.

But the description of trekking after Jesus doesn’t sound very masculine. We are told to cling to God. That sounds weak and dependent until we understand the strength of the Lord. Our heavenly Father is so strong and caring that it is safe for a man to be weak in his presence. There is no where else that it is safe for men to be weak except in the presence of God. He will never abuse our vulnerability instead he will always use it.

Application
God is the one who can drive out nations, send a legion running and help us to face another day. All of that strength can be ours if we will do but one thing: love him violently. The word “cling” also means to run in pursuit of the Lord and never letting go. If we are allowed as men to do any strong thing it is to lay down every ambition we have and to run hard after God. In desperation is true power.

Prayer
Father, today I cling to you because all of this comes from you and not from me. Amen.

Death, Desire, Easter, Emotions, Encouragement, Grief, Resurrection, Surrender

Counseled by Angels

No Comments 23 March 2008

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Mercy Me God With Us 

Scripture
“Why are you looking among the dead for someone who is alive? He isn’t here! He is risen from the dead! Luke 24:5-6

Observation
Angels see life very differently from humans. The heavenly sentry at the tomb blurted out, “Why are you looking for among the dead for someone who is alive?” It’s an obvious question if you are an angel and see human life from heaven’s point of view.

But it is not an obvious question if one is a human. Cemeteries seem very logical places to look for the living when someone has died. It’s hard to understand until someone close to you has be placed into a coffin and dropped into the ground. Not an old aunt or old high school friend, but someone so close it is difficult to imagine life without them. The graveside can feel like the closest place to them.

Of course it doesn’t have to be death, it can be the loss of anything in life. It can be the loss of a friend, children, homes, income, reputation, position, relationships. When we lose something there will be some place of sadness that we connect with the loss. In our minds we think that if we can but return to that place something will change. But in fact we feel even sadder.

Application
There are times we need to be counseled by angels to see our lives from heaven’s point of view. If it is hope we are looking for we cannot find it by going back to the place of loss. Hope will be found among the living and not the dead. When we have a loss and want to retract back, we must force ourselves into the mainstream of life. There we will find the Lord. One thing is clear in the resurrection stories: the more they gathered together the more they found Jesus. If we are to find hope we must stop returning to what has been lost and plunge ourselves into the flow of human life. There we will find the Lord in the land of the living.

Prayer
Father, today I take the counsel of the angels. I want to see my life from heaven’s point of view. Show me where the living are so that there I may find Jesus who is truly alive. Amen.

Desire, Moods, Prayer, Thirst, Worship

Playing Tag with God

1 Comment 22 February 2008

Scripture
My heart has heard you say, “Come and talk with me.” And my heart responds, “Lord, I am coming.” Psalm 27:8

Observation
More is recorded in the Old Testament about David than any other character and his name is the last name mentioned in the Bible. The reason why is condensed in this one verse: My heart has heard you say, “Come and talk with me.” And my heart responds, “Lord, I am coming.” What causes David to stand out among the three greats of the Old Testament was his relationship with the Lord and his ability to communicate that with others. Abraham had a friendship with God, but he related to God more like a business partner and we don’t see much of his heart. Moses saw God face to face, but we read more of the laws God gave him than their personal relationship.

David, however, left the windows and doors open to his most personal experiences of God so that we can enter into the same relationship ourselves.

It begins with God’s pursuit of David and of us. We are naive to think that we think of God first. The fact is, whenever we consider the Lord and desire him it is because he has been lonely for us. God desires conversation with us. He wants to talk with us.  He who is limitless wants to know about our finite lives; we who are bound are to be stretched into the boundless mind of God. God stoops low to meet with us and crouches into our existence because of his great love for us; we are carried further than the most distant star and deeper than the earth’s core when we enter into the mind of God.

What set David apart from most human beings is that he answered the call of God. He said, “Lord, I am coming.” He did not dismiss God with a yawn or place him on hold. He spontaneously bounded toward the Lord even as the Lord sprinted toward him. That is a relationship of love.  It was William Barclay who said, “The kingdom of God is not for the well intentioned but for the desperate.” There is one phrase that will keep us from knowing what David knew: “just a minute”. The presence of God is like a sunrise or sunset, for we have just a brief window to enjoy it. Often he will not linger to pander to our indifference.

Application
How many times in a day does the Lord nudge me with his presence? More than I consider. I cannot be passive; I must be active.  I must pursue him even as he pursues me.

Prayer
Father, today as I sense you playing tag with my soul, let me bound toward you. Amen.

Crisis, Desire, God's Presence, Prayer, Waiting

Cry Like a Man

No Comments 21 January 2008

Scripture
The Israelites groaned in their slavery and cried out, and their cry for help because of their slavery went up to God. God heard their groaning and he remembered his covenant with Abraham, with Isaac and with Jacob. So God looked on the Israelites and was concerned about them. Exodus 2:23-25

Observation
I wonder if a baby thinks that parents disappear when they leave a room, for their cries sound so frantic. It’s been years since I’ve lived with crying babies, but the memories are still fresh. We would hear the cries from our bedroom in the middle of the night. Sometimes we would spring to action because we discerned the sound of the cry. But other times in kindness we let our children cry because we knew that the process of waiting would be good for maturity.

Crying does not sound dignified, but it is incredibly significant to God. If we want something to change he calls us to cry out to him. But he won’t answer as quickly as we think he should. Our Father is a good parent, so his delays have a purpose. He knows when to intervene.

Even if nothing seems to be happening, God is listening. The Jews cried out to God in their slavery but nothing changed. In heaven, however, God was listening like a parent laying in bed at night. Oftentimes we give up praying just when God is preparing to answer. There are times our relationship with the Lord is one way: he can hear us but we cannot hear him. It is in those times when we think our prayers are making the least difference that they seem to make the very most impression on him. Our persistence to ask even without answers brings out of us a faith that matters very much to the Lord.

When we cry out to the Lord we should not always expect his immediate action, instead we should be aware that we do have his attention. God heard the Israelites groan and so he looked on them. Often when we cry out to the Lord and nothing changes we can begin to doubt him and grumble to others. We should remember at those times hat the Lord is watching. It is as if he is the Invisible Man in the room. Our words and actions in difficult times matter much to him. We should watch our actions for the outcome may depend on our faithfulness.

When God meets human problems he usually works through people. There is often the reason for the slow down. The lack of response from God may have nothing to do with the willingness of God but rather the slowness of humans to say “yes” to him. Moses was the answer, but it would take a process to bring him to the rescue. God is at work bringing the answer to our cries, but we may have to wait on someone to say ‘yes’ to him. What should we do? Continue to cry out to him.

Application
May the Lord find me crying out to him when he brings the answer from heaven. This continued desperation is the greatest sign that I trust him. May I continually remind him of his promises because it is the promises that he has made that move him even more than my problems.

Prayer
Father, I continue to ask because I know you are listening. But do remember that while you are invisible, I am not. There are real problems I face that stare me in the eye. Show up and work on my behalf to rescue me. Amen.

Covetousness, Desire, Money, Pastor

The Pastor as Provider

No Comments 12 January 2008

Scripture
But now, when may I do something for my own household?” Genesis 30:30

But seek his kingdom, and these things will be given to you as well. Luke 12:31

Observation
For ministry to work well a pastor must place himself second so that the needs of his congregation can come first. If he is worthy to be called a shepherd, in lean times he will ensure that all the church’s bills are paid first and he is paid last. Again if he is shepherd material, when the church has no meeting place his need for a home comes second and the shelter of the church comes first. God does not require that of everyone, but if a leader can put the needs of others first it is a sure sign to him that he is worthy to be called “pastor”. A shepherd lays down his life for the sheep.

Jacob was a great shepherd and servant. He worked for 14 years for his uncle with a slide rule pay scale. His wages were changed 10 times, yet he still cared for a flock that was not his own. He wanted the best for the sheep. Yet as a young man in his early 30′s he wanted to provide for his family. Jacob spoke the words many pastors are afraid to voice, “When may I do something for my own household?”

Is there anything wrong with a shepherd’s desire to provide for his own family? No, so long as it is accomplished in the way Jesus designed for a spiritual leader’s personal needs to be met. Here’s the secret: “Seek his kingdom, and all of these things will be given to you as well.”

At age 21 my ambition in life was to own property, a Mercedes Benz and to be financially secure. But then my plans were messed up with a call to shepherd people. The collision point was in a holiday house on little Coochie Island off Australia’s coast. On the bookshelf was the biography of Hudson Taylor. As a medical apprentice he lived by total faith in God to supply his finances so he could be ready to live as a missionary. At one point he was owed wages from the doctor, but he would not ask for them from his employer because he wanted to trust God alone to supply for him. Taylor wanted, as he said, to be “worthy of China.” His prayer was answered, the money came in time, and my world was rattled.

That night Fred and Ivy Maddison, a retired pastor, invited me for dinner. Fred had been a stage commedian before he found Christ under the preaching of Billy Graham. He became a pastor and ended his days caring for the only church on the island. He was called by the locals, “The Bishop of Coochie” and was loved by all on the island.

In their humble house over a steaming meal, Fred and Ivy told me of their conversion, call to ministry and the joy of trusting God to supply their needs. What they said about money was hard enough for me to hear, but the fact that they were so happy about simplicity and trusting God made me nervous. The next day while reading more of Hudson Taylor, I threw the book down and went for a 360 degree walk around the little island’s shore. On a point of sand I made a decision, from that day forward I would put my needs second and God’s people first.

Years went by. Fred and Ivy needed to move back to the mainland to be nearer to medical care, but they could not afford a home. Then came a call. Years before they had given hospitality to a young man and let him stay in their home for a few months. He had become a wealthy businessman. He had heard of their plight and bought for them a home for them to live in for the rest of their days.

When the kingdom-first call of Jesus gets tiresome I remember Fred and Ivy. There was one constant in their lives: their needs were met.

Application
Can I do something for my household? Absolutely, but for the pastor the way is indirect. Care for the needs of others first and in some surprising way your own needs will be met as well.

Prayer
Father, promises that are familiar should be easy to keep, but each day there are new ways of application that are more difficult to embrace. The call to trust you is not over until you say “well done”. So I embrace again what you asked me to do 25 years ago. Kingdom first; self second. That is the safest way to live. Amen.

Desire, God's Presence, Hunger

Come Running

No Comments 06 January 2008

Scripture
The Lord appeared again to Abraham near the oak grove belonging to Mamre. One day Abraham was sitting at the entrance to his tent during the hottest part of the day. He looked up and noticed three men standing nearby. When he saw them, he ran to meet them and welcomed them, bowing low to the ground. Genesis 18:1-2

Observation
Abraham ran to meet God. That doesn’t seem all that significant unless a few facts are brought to light.

First, Abraham was 100 years old at the time. I had a friend who died at 102 years of age. When I first met Norm de Vaus at the age of 96 he ran across the road in front of my car with eggs he had collected from the chickens.  The sight of a scrawny 100 year old jogger is not one quickly dismissed from the memory. Think of it: arthritic Abraham is sprinting down the driveway without a walker.

Second, Abraham was the boss of what we would call today a decent sized company. He had 318 male servants who were able to fight. Those men of course each had wives and with them children. Abraham’s entourage was well over a thousand or more people. They made quite a foot print in the desert with all of their tents. Abraham was Chairman of the Board with the confidence and aura of a great leader. It was customary at that time for servants to scamper about to serve the master. The head of a great estate did not run, others ran for him. But Abraham ran and everyone else sprang to action as a result.

Abraham was ancient and secure, nevertheless, Abraham sprinted to meet God.  This example challenges our familiarity with the Almighty. We so take the Lord for granted. Just as Michelangelo painted on the Sistine Chapel ceiling, God reaches a decisive arm out to us while Adam lifts a groggy finger toward the Lord. If Abraham ran then we should be running to God as well.

Abraham ran because he was living in expectation. Just the chapter before he had taken the last in a series of increasing commitments to the Lord. He had all of the 318 servants, plus himself and his son Ishmael circumcised. Abraham had taken a significant step and so he expected God to do something soon. Abe had his sneakers on.

Application
The determined steps of our obedience bring God to us and when we obey we should put our running shoes on. God is coming and we must run to him soon. I’m expecting the Lord to show up just about anytime now and when he comes may he find me ready to sprint.

Prayer
Father, I’m ready. Amen.


I'm Phil McCallum, a husband, father and most of all one of the people Jesus loves. I'm privileged to serve Evergreen Community Church in Bothell, Washington as Senior Pastor where people love enough to believe "it's all about relationships." In 1982 I made a vow to read God's word daily and apply it to life. Each day I write out my reflections. Some days I post those on my blog. It's a little personal but it's my hope it will stir you to go deeper still. Learn how I do my devotions. These are my thoughts and not necessarily those of the ministry I serve. By the way check out the computer study Bible Glo. I highly recommend it.

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