
Scripture
Instead, I sometimes think God has put us apostles on display, like prisoners of war at the end of a victor’s parade, condemned to die. We have become a spectacle to the entire world—to people and angels alike. Our dedication to Christ makes us look like fools, but you claim to be so wise in Christ! We are weak, but you are so powerful! You are honored, but we are ridiculed. Even now we go hungry and thirsty, and we don’t have enough clothes to keep warm. We are often beaten and have no home. We work wearily with our own hands to earn our living. We bless those who curse us. We are patient with those who abuse us. We appeal gently when evil things are said about us. Yet we are treated like the world’s garbage, like everybody’s trash—right up to the present moment. I am not writing these things to shame you, but to warn you as my beloved children. For even if you had ten thousand others to teach you about Christ, you have only one spiritual father. For I became your father in Christ Jesus when I preached the Good News to you. So I urge you to imitate me. 1 Corinthians 4:10-16
Observation
The higher a leader climbs the ladder of responsibility the fewer privileges, not greater, but fewer privileges he has. As John Maxwell says, “You have to give up to go up.” Paul knew that. He was an Apostle. On the kingdom flowchart his leadership box looked impressive. It was a role appointed by Jesus Christ and accountable directly to the Lord. With CEO ministry came travel, public speaking, company expansion, staff and the freedom to write the Bible. Not bad.
But the highest office in the church was really just a litter box. Like a parent, Paul had paid the price for churches to exist without repayment. His actions were public so onlookers filled in the motive blank. As a great leader he was magnanimous, knowing that to start a fight is to lose an argument. By patience and gentle appeal Paul may have lost face but he kept the climate of the church healthy for conflict. Yet for all this Paul was just a green garbage bag, always ready to be opened and packed with just one more bit of abuse from those he hoped to serve.
The more a leader influences the more rights he loses because a leader is one who serves. If a leader holds onto his privileges then he ends up serving only himself and it is just a matter of time before the enterprise fails. The great corporate leaders exist to serve the mission of the organization at whatever personal cost necessary. Paul was just such a leader.
So why did Paul bring up his self-sacrifice? Because the autograph-hunting groupies of the Corinth Church were gaga over the glittering personalities of the international church. They were impressed with what doesn’t impress God. Since Paul looked like something from a scratch and dent sale he didn’t make their cut. Paul was concerned with more than his rejection as their leader. What bothered him was what this hero worship would warp in the people’s own hearts. If they thought leaders with perks were the epitome of church life then very likely all of their service for Christ would become self serving. If however, they could come to see that true leaders serve by sacrifice then they would as well.
That’s why Paul ends his dog-eared resume with the words, “I urge you to imitate me.”
Application
God had those words written for us too. We are to imitate Paul with a humility in our leadership to give up as we go up. Paul was okay with being a garbage can if it meant that a church could be formed and lives could be changed. He wasn’t doing what helped him but what furthered the organization. God asks leaders if we are okay with that kind of leadership style. Yes we can collect perks around his house like frequent flyer miles but in the end we may be followed by hollow people just like us. People of substance are produced by leaders who qualify for leadership by the debris trail of their self-sacrifice.
Prayer
Father, whew, that is a heavy thought today. But it is the bottom line of changed lives makes it worth it all. I make the choice today to be what you need me to be in the kingdom. That means looking foolish, being weak, feeling ridicule, hunger, thirst, cold, beaten, homeless, self-supporting, blessing, patience, gentleness–just being a trash can for you. I see the fringe benefits of leadership. I accept them and I ask that you will help me not to rattle too much when my lid is lifted and something is tossed into me that I do not like. Amen.