Grief, Loss

The Gift of Emptiness

1 Comment 16 March 2009

Press the arrow to listen to “Revelation Song” by Gateway Worship and Kari Jobe as you read today’s devotion about losing things.

Scripture
I waited patiently for the LORD;
he turned to me and heard my cry.

He lifted me out of the slimy pit,
out of the mud and mire;
he set my feet on a rock
and gave me a firm place to stand.

He put a new song in my mouth,
a hymn of praise to our God.
Many will see and fear
and put their trust in the LORD.

Blessed is the man
who makes the LORD his trust,
who does not look to the proud,
to those who turn aside to false gods.

Many, O LORD my God,
are the wonders you have done.
The things you planned for us
no one can recount to you;
were I to speak and tell of them,
they would be too many to declare.

Psalm 40:1-5

Observation
When I study the course of my life, I see that losing something is the secret to getting everything. It seems when something is snatched from our lives that this is the very thing that makes it possible for us to receive something better. It is not that what was lost was wrong. It was good, but not right for us.

What the Lord needs most from us are open hands. If we will not open them, he will empty them so that they are ready to receive. The secret is to hold everything with open hands so that it does not hurt when God removes things.

Application
Our life is always moving toward a new song if we will wait patiently for the Lord. A song takes an experience. We must be open to new experiences so that God can sing through us, even when they are experiences we don’t like.

Prayer
Father, I receive emptiness today as happily as fullness. My empty condition is what will give you space to bless. So I’m excited and expectant. Amen.

Grace, Legalism

When Legalism Sneaks Up on Me

No Comments 12 March 2009

Press the arrow to listen to Hillsong Church sing “The Deep of Your Grace” while reading today’s journal about grace.

Scripture
This is the only thing I want to find out from you: did you receive the Spirit by the works of the Law, or by hearing with faith? Galatians 3:2

Observation
There is so much of my life that is guided by by three painful sentences:
I ought to.
I should have.
I must do.

When I try to live up to any of these sentences, my life becomes ugly. Those around me are made to feel resentful or restless. They will join me in trying to do more to be more.

I may have learned these sentences from my parents, my teachers, my bosses, my critics and anyone else who made me live up to expectations. Legalism isn’t something learned in Sunday School; it is the stuff that life is marinated in. Until we experience love in Jesus, we all try to do something to feel better about ourselves. That is the ugly side of using rules to feel more valuable.

Legalism repels the Holy Spirit. When I live that way he can’t come near. He doesn’t want to be near. But when I let Christ love me without trying to improve myself or to live up to expectations the power of the Holy Spirit flows through my life.

Application
Legalism is sneaky. I feel it creeping up on me when smile brighter to impress or drive faster so as not to disappoint. When those moments come I feel the Holy Spirit depart. But when I let Christ take me just as I am, power flows. I want to live there.

Prayer
Father, would you run a u-v light over my life and show me the traces of legalism that crop up. Help me to live by grace so others around me stand a chance to live by grace too. Amen.

Self-Image

All I Want Is in Him

No Comments 11 March 2009

Press the arrow to listen to Hillsong sing “All I Need is You” while you read today’s devotion on partiality.

Scripture
But from those who were of high reputation (what they were makes no difference to me; God shows no partiality)–well, those who were of reputation contributed nothing to me. Galatians 2:6

Observation
It is easy to see the ugliness of partiality when those lower on the totem pole are treated with distain. But more subtle is another ugly side of partiality when we show too much attention to those on the topside of life.

Why are people of high reputation so attractive to us that we’re willing to forget what we value and to bow and scrape for them? It comes back to the simple fact that we aren’t secure in what God has said about us. We think there is something missing in the bag of goodies he has given to us to make our life succeed. So we start begging from people of reputation.

I wonder how the Lord feels, after having invested so much into each human being, to see us chasing the scraps that supposedly important people throw our way?

Application
All I want is in him. My life must become as simple as that.

Prayer
Father, today, help me to live my life out of the abundance you have given to me. Amen.

Courage

The Josephs

No Comments 08 March 2009

Press the arrow to listen to Gateway Worship sing “Living for You” while reading today’s devotion about the Joseph’s in Jesus life.

Scripture
Joseph of Arimathea, a prominent member of the Council, who was himself waiting for the kingdom of God, went boldly to Pilate and asked for Jesus’ body. Mark 15:43

Observation
At the beginning of Jesus’ life a man named Joseph, who was not related to him, took responsibility to be his father. At the end of Jesus’ life another man named Joseph, who was not related to him, took responsibility to take Jesus into his family by begging for his body and giving him a place in his family tomb. The first made the virgin birth credible and the second did the same for the resurrection.

Bodies are identified normally by next of kin and taken away by relatives. That is why Joseph’s action is profound enough to be recorded by all four gospel writers. What Jospeh of Arimathea did was a big deal and everyone noticed.

Application
There are many times in life that it is easier to spectate than to get involved. Joseph could have easily remanded a nameless background extra in the Jesus story. Instead, his name is written with permanent ink into the Bible because he took the risk to get involved. It took guts to knock on Pilate’s door. It took love to open his own tomb. There are many times I want to spectate, but Jesus calls me to participate in his life, in the lives of others, by becoming more deeply involved than I want to be.

Prayer
Father, I don’t want to be fuzzy in the background but in focus because I’m closer to the centre of things than I really want to be. Amen.

Pride

Presumption

No Comments 05 March 2009

Press the arrow to listen to Gateway Worship sing “You Are God” as you read today’s devotion about listenting to God.

Scripture
So I spoke to you, but you would not listen. Instead you rebelled against the command of the LORD, and acted presumptuously and went up into the hill country.
Deuteronomy 1:43

Observation
In Act One, God said “go” and the people said “no way” and refused to enter the promised land.

In Act Two, God said “woe” and the people said “so what” and tried to seize the land that they had lost.

Their sin was presumption. God loves courage and boldness but he hates presumption. Courage is stepping out because God is with us. Presumption is stepping out even if he is not.

Presumption is hard to detect, because it hides under prayerlessness. We can deliberate in meetings and ponder decisions through in our quiet moments, but the action of asking for direction is often overlooked.

Application
I want to be a man of courage, but not presumption. Today I slow my pace to hear the voice and receive his direction.

Prayer
Father, please led me and let it not be the other way around.

Faith, Miracles

God’s Miracle Grow

No Comments 04 March 2009

Press the arrow to listen to New Life Worship sing “Here In Your Presence” while reading today’s devotion about the miraculous power of God.

Scripture
As they were passing by in the morning, they saw the fig tree withered from the roots up. Mark 11:20

The next day Moses entered the Tent of the Testimony and saw that Aaron’s staff, which represented the house of Levi, had not only sprouted but had budded, blossomed and produced almonds. Numbers 17:8

Observation
If we are to pray with faith for the miraculous, what is supernatural must become almost natural to our thinking. There is a sense when we pray for healing that we are asking for something so far beyond the norm that we can’t conceive it. But we need to open our minds to let the superantural seem natural to us. That is where faith is born. Here’s what I do to increase my faith.

I close my eyes and I see a row of sticks laying in the dark in the presence of God. One of them is Aaron’s rod. There are no roots to draw moisture. There is no soil to make things grow. There is no water to be drawn up as sap. There is no sunlight to begin photosynthesis. But the atmosphere of God’s house is heavy with a humidity without moisture and a warmth without sunlight. Richer than the nurturing environment of a greenhouse, it is God’s Spirit caressing the lifeless dead stick laying on the ground. The atmosphere around that dead wood works without roots, soil, water or light. Life emerges from the centre of the rod. Buds, leaves, flowers, and fruit emerge. This is the atmosphere of heaven bringing life where there was none before. It is all naturally supernatural.

When we pray for the sick or we lay lifeless things in the presence of God, this is the same restorative power that is at work in them. The supernatural seems almost natural with faith in our hearts.

I close my eyes again and see Jesus, the Creator of all, talking to a tree as if it were human. With one sentence that tree gave up the will to live and was dead before the sun was up. In the spring time when life was on the move and in a tree that for decades had lived death suddenly came. What power there is in the word of Christ. His word can drain life or restore it. It is nice to know that Jesus took out his anger on trees rather than people. Again what is supernatural seems almost natural if we look at it with faith.

Application
Old timers will speak about “bathing in prayer” the requests that they bring to the Lord. I should have a sense as I pray for the sick or the impossible, that I am immersing these lifeless things into the miracle-grow of the Lord. The same life-giving power that rose Christ from the dead is at work within me and the things I pray for.

Prayer
Father, give me the courage to lay lifeless things in the darkroom before you that they may live. Give me the faith that the obstacles in the way can be shriveled with one word from you. Let my prayers be naturally supernatural. Amen.

Leadership

Fielding Selfish Requests

No Comments 03 March 2009

Press the arrow to listen to Brooke Fraser sing “How Great Thou Art” at Hillsong 2008 as you read today’s devotion about focus.

Scripture
They continued, “If you think we’ve done a good job so far, give us this country for our inheritance. Don’t make us go across the Jordan.” Moses answered the families of Gad and Reuben: “Do you mean that you are going to leave the fighting that’s ahead to your brothers while you settle down here? Why would you even think of letting the People of Israel down, demoralizing them just as they’re about to move into the land God gave them? That’s exactly what your ancestors did when I sent them from Kadesh Barnea to survey the country. Numbers 32:5-12

Observation
What has surprised me most as a leader is the capacity of people to make selfish requests  of me and the whole team at the expense of others. The nature of being a leader is to focus on the mission and sacrifice to accomplish it. It is a head spinner to meet a few who think only of their own wants and not the needs of everyone else. But such people do exist and they regularly seek out leaders.

Moses was almost ready to let go of the steering wheel, but nonetheless, he too faced selfishness among the people. Two tribes didn’t want to go over the river to fight. They saw the open fields and empty towns around them on the east side of the river and asked to stay put. They did not offer to fight, just to settle. There actions were not just selfish, they were demoralizing to everyone else.

What stands out in this story was Moses’ leadership. Moses did exactly what a leader should do by pointing out the ramifications of their selfish choice. The tribes of Rueben and Gad couldn’t see that self-centredness because they didn’t have a leader’s point of view. Moses could see it because he looked at every decision in terms of the prime mandate: leave Egypt, survive the desert and conquer the land flowing with milk and honey. That sentence kept Moses awake nights and moving on in the daylight. Moses did what a leader is supposed to do. He called the people back to the mission even when they didn’t want to do it, so that they could have what they had longed for over the past 40 years. That is a tough thing to do, but that is leadership.

Application
The difference between a leader and a non-leader is selflessness. A leader wants what is best for all the people over the longest time. A non-leader wants what is best for himself, immediately. In every decision I face, I am at the cross roads of that decision. Will I be selfish or panoramic in my outlook? I want to be one found on the west side of the river, even if it means that I’m the last one to find a home for myself.

Prayer
Father, today I ask that you would help me in every decision to keep the mission in view. Help me not to be deterred by selfishness whether it is in me or in others. Keep my eyes on Jesus, focused forward so that all of your people can experience all of your blessings. Amen.

I'm Phil McCallum, a husband, father and most of all one of the people Jesus loves. I'm privileged to serve Evergreen Community Church in Bothell, Washington as Senior Pastor where people love enough to believe "it's all about relationships." In 1982 I made a vow to read God's word daily and apply it to life. Each day I write out my reflections. Some days I post those on my blog. It's a little personal but it's my hope it will stir you to go deeper still. Learn how I do my devotions. These are my thoughts and not necessarily those of the ministry I serve. By the way check out the computer study Bible Glo. I highly recommend it.

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