Ministry, Pastor

The Pastor’s Inkstains

No Comments 16 November 2008

Press the arrow to listen to Kristian Stanfill sing “Jesus Paid it All” as you read today’s devotion on letter writing for Jesus.

Scripture
You are our letter, written in our hearts, known and read by all men; being manifested that you are a letter of Christ, cared for by us, written not with ink but with the Spirit of the living God, not on tablets of stone but on tablets of human hearts. 2 Corinthians 3:2-3

Observation
The greatest counsellor I’ve known never wrote a book. I asked Margaret Belesky to put in a volume her life-changing methods. She declined and instead pointed to the healed marriages and lives rebuilt out of brokenness and said that what had been accomplished in their lives could never be written into a book it could only be recorded on their lives.

Her words reminded me of an episode in my life back in 1986. I was a graduating seminary student in the office of my lead professor. His room needed no paint, for it was floor to ceiling lined with books. He looked at my grades and urged me to go on to an Ivy League school for my PhD and devote my life to scholarship. When I told him of my plans to be a pastor, he said, “Don’t waste your time with preaching, for once the message is spoken it is forgotten. Devote your life to books for they speak long after you are gone.”

I replied, “But don’t our words last forever in a changed human heart?”

There is a letter I write everyday in the hearts of those around me. Just as a letter writer must chose his words carefully, so too, I must select my sentences with care. What I speak will be forgotten but the crater of its impact will last forever.

A pastor is the secretary of God, the people are the stationery and the ink on their hearts are the footprints of the Holy Spirit. The pastor must choose his words carefully, not for eloquence sake, but for eternity. Each day a pastor has the potential of speaking sentences that will echo in heaven, because someone will hear his words, make life change, and enduring alterations to character will outlast this life and make it into the next.

Application
I need to be purposeful in planning what I say, so that the words I speak make a difference. There is so much activity in life that pulls me away from careful reflection. I cannot apologize for quiet moments, for this is part of my call. It is only as I listen that I will have anything to say.

Prayer
Father, today, I ask for sentences to speak that will last forever.

Friends

Relationally Rich

No Comments 15 November 2008

Press the arrow to listen to Jeremy Camp’s new song “There Will be a Day” while you read today’s devotional about friendship even after hurt.

Scripture
When Job prayed for his friends, the Lord restored his fortunes. In fact, the Lord gave him twice as much as before! Then all his brothers, sisters, and former friends came and feasted with him in his home. And they consoled him and comforted him because of all the trials the Lord had brought against him. And each of them brought him a gift of money and a gold ring. Job 42:10-11

Observation
Friends hurt Job more than the windstorm and firestorm that snatched all that he owned. And yet, at the end of his ordeal, Job discovered that friends, even the friends who had failed him, were the most precious thing he possessed.

It is a great person who can not just make a friend, but keep a friend when that friend has offended him. Job was just such a man. Though his friends had been miserable counselors, they were given another chance.

Application
It is easy to dismiss people in life and to delete them from our cell phone contacts. That is a safe but lonely way to live, without the need to embrace again those who have hurt us. But Job stretches us by praying for his miserable comrades. By that one act God blessed him and gathered in all of his family. In the end, Job died relationally rich.

Prayer
Father, some of those who have enriched me most in life have hurt me just as deeply. I take Job as my mentor and chose to lift each of them before your throne. I want to die relationally rich just as he did. Amen.

Endurance

The Sweet Word

No Comments 14 November 2008

Press the arrow to listen to Casting Crowns sing “Life Song” while reading today’s devotion about usefulness.

Scripture
So, my dear brothers and sisters, be strong and immovable. Always work enthusiastically for the Lord, for you know that nothing you do for the Lord is ever useless. 1 Corinthians 15:58

Observation
What brings burn out is not hard work but work that feels pointless. Hard work, at least for me, is exhilarating. But work without reward is debilitating.

There is a sweet word I can drop into my day like sugar into my coffee that sweetens everything. That word is “useful”. If I am confident that what I am doing today is useful to the Lord, then I will work enthusiastically.

Application
I was reflecting about some major exertions of energy in my life and the works that they have produced. I wonder about the usefulness of some.  But I have to ask myself, “Did I do them for the Lord?” My answer is, “Absolutely.” Then I must exercise faith that what I have done will be useful to the Lord, given time. I can’t let disappointments about the past slow my present pace. I must leave the past in the Lord’s hands with faith that he will make it work for him, somehow. Then I can move forward into what is given me to do today.

Prayer
Father, I’ve heard on the radio of songs dedicated to loved ones. I dedicate my life-song today to you. Make it useful. It may never be in the top 40. I do not ask that my song be louder than any others, only that it will last forever. Amen.

Authenticity

Enjoying Inadequacy

No Comments 13 November 2008

Press the arrow to listen to Hillsong sing “Desert Song” while reading today’s devotion about weaknesses. If you have time the story behind the song is touching.

Scripture
For God has deprived [the ostrich] of wisdom.
He has given her no understanding.
But whenever she jumps up to run,
she passes the swiftest horse with its rider.
Job 39:17-18

Observation
God has woven adequacy and inadequacy into all that he has made, including me. The Creator chose the ostrich to make his point. The grandest and swiftest of all birds is a messy housekeeper and lays her future children out in the open plain. Yet enter that same ostrich into the Kentucky Derby and she would finish first. She is a combination of strength and weakness like the rest of us.

God shows his wisdom in making me a combination of adequate and inadequate. Both show his glory. My adequacy reveals the Lord’s strength through me, and that pleases him to see it flourish. But my inadequacy also pleases him because if I use it rightly it causes me to depend on him. My weakness somehow endears me to the Lord, for it draws us close. He uses my strengths but he glories in my weaknesses.

Application
To thrive in the human experience, I need to become as comfortable with my inadequacies as the Lord is. Often I want to cover them up, but weakness becomes more useful when acknowledged. Last night I met with a volunteer team to work on a future project. Someone put up a hand and pointed out a glaring oversight. In that moment I had a choice that all humans face: do I explain away my shortcomings or do I embrace them and learn from them? I don’t want to be an ostrich with my head in the sand, so I said, “You are right. We missed it. Thank you for your insight. I’ll put that on the list.”

If I can become more comfortable with my inadequacies in God’s presence, I think others will be more comfortable with me, and themselves. We need the Lord and we need each other, if only we can get out of the way and let ourselves be served.

Prayer
Father, I come to you just as I am: an unfinished project. I lean on you and learn from you in the leaning. Amen.

Spiritual Gifts

You Can Ask for More

No Comments 12 November 2008

Press the arrow to listen to Hillsong sing “With All I Am” as you read today’s devotion on desiring spiritual gifts.

Scripture
So you should earnestly desire the most helpful gifts. 1 Corinthians 12:31

Observation
There are many wonderful assessment tools that can help a person discover the ability God has woven into their personality. There is the Meyers-Briggs, DISC, Strengths Finder and even spiritual gifts tests of various kinds. These are helpful in discovering our personality and how God has formed that.

But we must remember that gifts of the Spirit are quite different from personal traits. These gifts are not something we are born with, these, as gifts, are something that come to us extra after birth. Otherwise Paul would not tell us to desire spiritual gifts and to ask for them. These spiritual gifts are not the result of DNA and something innate in us. The gifts of the Holy Spirit are really Christ in us, working through us to show him to others.

Because these gifts come in addition to personality, they are dynamic and change. For new seasons, God can give new things. The conditions around us combined with the prayers within us can evoke new abilities from the Lord.

We are to desire gifts, because there are additional things that God wants to give to us. The desire that God responds to is not the selfish desire of self-development, but the selfless desire of serving others. We should earnestly desire the gifts that will be the most helpful to those who are around us. Our spiritual gifts are not given for us, but to us for others. Our gifts belong to others and their gifts belong to me. The nature of any gift from God is that it must be given away.

Application
God wants to give me more than I have and my asking is only limited by the need of those around me. Throughout my life, I’ve said yes to the Lord for so many things. That yes seems to pull me out into the deep where I need more than I currently have. It’s happening again today.

Prayer
Father, continue to expand the work of the Holy Spirit today. Show me what others need through me Lord and do something eternal through me I pray. Amen.

Grace

Left of Right

No Comments 11 November 2008

Press the arrow to hear a different song than I normally post. It comes from a Celtic band called Ceili Rain. The song is called “You Then Me” was also recorded by Rebecca St. James. I couldn’t find her version so this one will do. The lyrics perfectly describe today’s devotion about rights.

Scripture
Yet I have never used any of these rights. 1 Corinthians 9:15

Observation
That’s not fair!
That’s not my job!
I didn’t make that mess!
I was here first!

These are the words of rights. These words spare us from doing what we don’t want to do and force others to work for us out of resentment.

The problem with the rights words is that we can be so right that we are wrong. The principle we are applying may be correct, but the heart it comes from is not.

There is something disarming about those whose words are full of grace.
Excuse me.
Thank you.
Please.
Would you mind?
That’s okay, I’ll take care of it.
Here let me help.
You have a lot on your plate….

These words disarm, because they create a safe place for word weapons to drop and for hearts to change.

We need to live not by our rights but to the left of our rights, by not using all of them, all of the time. We we chose not to live by our rights we change the climate where we are to one of grace. Our attitude becomes contagious. Not only are others kinder to one another, but in time we will find kindness extending even to ourselves.

Application
I want to live in a zone of grace, so I must become a use less of the rights words. This is what gives room for God to do his work. My human fear is that I will be walked over. But in fact, the Father promises to lift me up.

Prayer
Father, can you please alert me to the moment before I want to use my rights and direct me in another way. Help me to live to the left of right. Amen.

Father

Father Flight

No Comments 09 November 2008

Press the arrow to listen to Michael W. Smith sing “A New Hallelujah” while reading today’s devotion on spiritual fathers.

Scripture
For even if you had ten thousand others to teach you about Christ, you have only one spiritual father. For I became your father in Christ Jesus when I preached the Good News to you. So I urge you to imitate me. 1 Corinthians 4:15-16

Observation
There is a flightiness in life today, a detachment and indifference that enables us to hold ideas at the distance of a remote control. When we don’t like what we hear we flip past to other channels. We can tailor what we hear to our playlist of favorite teachers, whether they sing to us or speak to us.

There is a need to be committed not just to truth but to the person who speaks it to us. We need to identify our spiritual father and be loyal to him and his message. We need to mature to the next level and become spiritual fathers to others so that truth can live 3D before their eyes.

Application
If ever I need to know what a man of God should do, I need only consider my own dad’s life. I need to be that father for others and I also need to be faithful to those who have so patterned life for me. I need to be a dad and I need to follow my spiritual dads.

There comes a point in manhood, where a man defines his own life. That is what fathers hope for their sons. And yet, there comes a maturity that even if a man gets it all together, he will not forget where he got it from.

Prayer
Father, save me from becoming disloyal to truth by being indifferent toward those who have lived it out for me. I think there is something in this loyalty to spiritual fathers that reaches beyond a person and really into you. You are the shadow behind every father, and in faithfulness to them I find faithfulness to you. Amen.

I'm Phil McCallum, a husband, father and most of all one of the people Jesus loves. I'm privileged to serve Evergreen Community Church in Bothell, Washington as Senior Pastor where people love enough to believe "it's all about relationships." In 1982 I made a vow to read God's word daily and apply it to life. Each day I write out my reflections. Some days I post those on my blog. It's a little personal but it's my hope it will stir you to go deeper still. Learn how I do my devotions. These are my thoughts and not necessarily those of the ministry I serve. By the way check out the computer study Bible Glo. I highly recommend it.

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