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Content with Yourself

No Comments 31 March 2008

Press the arrow to listen to Newsboys sing In Wonder as you read today’s devotion.

Scripture
Once upon a time the trees decided to elect a king.
First they said to the olive tree,
‘Be our king!’
But the olive tree refused, saying,
‘Should I quit producing the olive oil
that blesses both God and people,
just to wave back and forth over the trees?’
Judges 9:9

Observation
Here is a statement that will take some mulling over: ambition can keep us from becoming our best.

Ambition is obviously a good thing. With it we pursue goals and achieve them. But ambition can be detrimental if we are aiming in the wrong direction.

Look at it this way. Each of us is created with a core. Jobs come and go, we may move from one city to another, but the core of who we are essentially remains the same. The more comfortable we are with the core of what we are designed to be as a human being and the more we develop that core the more fruitful our lives will be.

My core can make me successful, but that is just the problem. Success brings with it recognition, and with recognition comes the invitation to lead others with the same core passion. That is considered a step up the ladder, and it very well may be just that. But there are times that the invitation to lead can sever us from our core and what has made us fruitful.  As the “Peter Principle” states: every person is promoted to a level of incompetence.

In the parable, the olive tree would have to give up bearing olives in order to lead the trees of the forest. The olive was a wise tree and knew his core mission well, “Should I quit producing the olive oil that blesses both God and people, just to wave back and forth over the trees?” There is a sense of settledness in that sentence in the core design of what the Lord had put into his trunk and root system.

Application
There is a level of maturity when we become content with our core and fully develop what that is. I just spent the last month asking a dozen people who know me well to answer four questions about myself:

1. What words describe the core of who I am?
2. When I am fulfilled in ministry, what am I doing?
3. What have I been doing for the past 25 years that I need to stop doing?
4. What can you imagine me doing for the next 40 years and being satisfied?

Their answers had individual nuances, but all essentially said the same thing: Phil is an equipper of leaders and pastors. Other factors came through as well: love of family, community, writing, contemplation, creativity, communication, improving, influencing, leadership, passion and compassion. But the core of my life is the mentoring of leaders.  These are the “olives” I am to produce, so I must use my branches wisely to do what they were designed best to do. I must avoid the things that would cause me to wave my branches wildly and thus drop my fruit.

Prayer
Father, I want to invest my life well according to the design you have for me. Let me know the contentment of my core. Let me discover the fulfillment of working according to my design. Help me to use my branches well. Amen.

Leadership, Materialism, Pride

The Leader One Per Cent Short

No Comments 30 March 2008

Press the arrow to listen to Newsboys singing Something Beautiful while reading today’s devotion.

Scripture
Then Gideon asked [the two kings], “The men you killed…what were they like?” “Like you,” they replied. “They all had the look of a king’s son.” Judges 8:18

Observation
If you were to put all of the heroes of the book of Judges in a lineup, who would you pick as the most likely to be elected king by the people? Would eyes fix on Samson and his biceps? How about Samuel and his insight? Surprisingly the one judge most likely to become king was Gideon the scardeycat. The people mobbed him and offered him a throne. It was a good thing that Gideon declined because he was a one percent short leader. Two kings flattered Gideon and said that had the “look of a king’s son” but he was no king.

What kind of leader almost makes it, but does not quite get there? It is the leader who is 99% pure, but there is just a little something that contaminates his leadership. These are just trace elements that few would notice. But God notices and disqualifies that man from leading.

What was Gideon lacking in his missing 1%?

For starters, he looked like a king but he acted like a terrorist. Those who did not support his cause, he thrashed with thorns, pulled down their public buildings and killed their menfolk. Compare that with King David a few decades later just before he became king. When 200 men would not fight with him, he left them beside the road, went on, fought the battle and then let them share in the spoils when he returned. Gideon didn’t have the magnanimous heart of a true king.

Gideon looked like a king, but he could not clean up his own villains. Two enemy kings needed to be dealt with, but Gideon turned to his boy to do a man’s job. Gideon was a coward who recoiled from dirty jobs. A king is a king because he alone will do what a king must do. A leader must deal with his own issues. Some things a leader cannot delegate and still remain a leader. A true leader deals with his own villains.

Lost of all, Gideon looked like a king, but he was greedy with the public purse. He should have left the gold alone, but instead Gideon asked for a small thing…just an earring from each man. Behind that small corruption was a fear that he would have nothing for the years ahead. Gideon was not a king, therefore, he had no right to taxation. But he taxed the people, and so cursed his future and that of his sons. Greed need not be large. Even the desire for daily financial survival can be greed if there is no trust in God to supply.

What was the crack that let this impurity seep into Gideon’s soul? The door ajar was Gideon’s pride. Gideon looked fearful, but his real issue was pride. He was a self-made man, and for that reason he never felt big enough to get the job done. That fear led to pride to puff himself up bigger than he really was. The fear did not mutate into pride until after the victory was won.

Application
How then can a leader lead if he is one percent short? Most leaders know that in fact they fall far more short of capability than just one percent. We all have many insecurities, especially leaders. The answer is in something we can call not self-confidence but Christ-confidence.

Christ-confidence begins when a leader refuses to pretend to be what he is not, but instead becomes comfortable with honesty about his shortcomings in the presence of God. When a leader is honest with his fears, he is set free with pretending. He is set free to find a new depth of confidence in Christ. The Lord has chosen each of us knowing our inadequacies with x-ray perception. We are inadequate, and yet he chose each of us imperfect as we are. He chose us one percent (or more) short to give himself room to reveal himself through our imperfections.

All leaders fall short in some way. What makes the difference between the good leaders and the bad ones is what they do with their insecurities. Wayne Cordeiro leads a church of 14,000, speaks at the Willow Creek Summit and is a sought after mentor and speaker. I spent seven years with him, close enough to see unguarded moments. I remember in one difficult season, Wayne sat in an ordinary kitchen chair and pressed his confused head against the wall and said, “Phil, I cannot always lead with confidence, so I will serve with confidence.” That is the mark of an effective leader who knows how to handle the missing one percent.

Prayer
Father, even if my life were True Gold at 99.9%, I would still be one tenth of one percent short. There is still much dross in me. Yet you chose me knowing all that is in me, even what I don’t know about myself. So here are my inadequacies. Glorify yourself through them. Help me to brush past those who would want me to lead based on self-confidence. Instead, help me to serve out of confidence in Christ. I don’t want to depend on the “look” of a leader; I want to depend on the Lord. Amen.

Courage, Crisis, Disappointment, Endurance, Fear, God's Call, Overcoming, Problems, Setbacks, Small Beginnings, Troubles, Uncategorized

Fugutive of Futility

No Comments 29 March 2008


Press the arrow to listen to Chris Tomlin sing Amazing Grace while you read today’s devotion.

 

Scripture
“Sir,” Gideon replied, “if the Lord is with us, why has all this happened to us?

Then the Lord turned to him and said, “Go with the strength you have, and rescue Israel from the Midianites. I am sending you!” Judges 6:13-14

Observation
The greatest obstacle to answered prayer can be me. The problem is not with God. He wants to rescue. The problem instead is with my skewed view of reality.

Gideon had a head problem. He had a faultless chain of logic that was totally wrong but made perfect sense. Bad things were happening, therefore he assumed that God was against his people. The difficulty of his logic was that it exonerated Gideon from attempting anything to challenge the status quo. He felt perfectly justified to hide like a fugitive in his own land, choking on chaff dust, because God was against them all.

We too block answers to prayer when we see God as the source of our problems instead of the beginning of our solutions. If we think life’s problems are God’s fault why try to change things?

There is a higher, heavenly perspective that the angel brought into Gideon’s life. This heavenly logic is like a gust of fresh air in a stuffy room. Here’s the new logic: assess your personal strengths and use them and God will use you. The presence of potential in Gideon’s life was proof that God was with him. He later proved himself as a leader, strategist and warrior. Once unpackaged the problem was solved.

Application
Answers to prayer require as much a change in my heart as in God’s heart. We must exchange faulty thinking for fresh perspective. Instead of asking, “What does God have against me” we should instead ask, “What do I have going for me?” The answer to prayer is not external, it is internal. Inside of me God has placed the potential for the answer. I have to change my outlook so God can use what he has given me to change the world around me.

Prayer
Father, give me a clearer and clearer understanding of what you have invested into my life so that you can work through my life. Amen.

Courage, Fear, Men, Women

Courage Doesn’t Feel Courageous

No Comments 28 March 2008

Press the arrow to listen to Mighty to Save from Hillsong while you are reading today’s devotion.

Scripture
March on with courage, my soul! Judges 5:21

Observation
When most soldiers march behind armor, the men of this era in Bible history hid behind their mother’s apron. Barak (no relation to Obama) was the General Eisenhower of his day; he was the man standing between desolation and civilization. All eyes were on Barak, but he was suffering panic attacks. Instead of leading the people he ran to his spiritual mother and asked her to go along with him. That would be like George Washington asking for his mama to hold his hand as he crossed the Delaware. Something obviously was wrong, but what exactly?

What Barak faced is what many men face in those self-esteem stripping moments of life. When a man faces a challenge, fear strips away layers like paint stripper, exposing his raw nerves. At that moment a man has two choices.

The first is comfort, especially the comfort of a woman. It can be his mother or a wife he treats like his mother to console him. This is why men turn to pornography, fantasy, adultery and the like in times of stress. In fact, whenever a man is facing unusual sexual temptation he needs to ask himself what challenges is he facing and how is he avoiding them?

The other choice a man has is courage. Courage isn’t what is cracked up to be in the movies. Courage is not a comforting feeling. Courage is a lonely, cold emotion. At the core of tangled terrify feelings, courage is a resolve to press forward no matter what. Courage is not being unafraid, but committed to the cause even when one is afraid. Naturally, lesser men retract from courage and flee into comfort.

All men struggle with the comfort vs courage choice Barak did, it is just that his example is more stark than other men.  David turned to Bathsheba, Abraham used Sarah as a body shield in Egypt, and of course don’t even mention the womanizer King Solomon.

Application
The question lands at the front door of every man: will I be courageous or will I seek for comfort? Courage requires a contentment with unsettling feelings and self-doubt, but on the other side lays self-respect. Today I chose courage.

Prayer
Father, I like the simplicity of Deborah’s prayer: March on with courage, my soul! As I take that choice enflame me with strength. Amen.

Prayer, Provision, Troubles

One More Thing

1 Comment 27 March 2008

Press the arrow to listen to this worship song while you read today’s devotion.

Vineyard UK All Who are Thirsty

Scripture
Caleb said, “I will give my daughter Acsah in marriage to the one who attacks and captures Kiriath-sepher.” Othniel, the son of Caleb’s younger brother, Kenaz, was the one who conquered it, so Acsah became Othniel’s wife.

When Acsah married Othniel, she urged him to ask her father for a field. As she got down off her donkey, Caleb asked her, “What’s the matter?”

She said, “Let me have another gift. You have already given me land in the Negev; now please give me springs of water, too.” So Caleb gave her the upper and lower springs. Joshua 1:12-15

Observation
This little real estate story from the life of Caleb is an odd bit of trivia to record in the Bible. It is listed for us twice, both here in Judges as well as in Joshua. Like so many other places in the Bible, I find myself wondering why it is given so much page space. I come to the conclusion yet again that if God repeats soemthing, then the story must be significant for us to learn from.

Caleb was the weathered old warrior who kept a dream alive for 45 years until he saw it fulfilled in his retirement. But this story shows us another side of the geriatric general. Caleb was a gracious man too. He gave away generous rewards to those who shared his zealous heart. To the one who fought a battle he gave precious land. To his daughter he gave a gift even before she asked. Caleb had not only remained passionate he had also managed to remain compassionate as well. Passion and compassion are an outstanding combination.

Acsah was a determined daughter. She took a risk to ask for more. She and her husband had been given land, but it was dry land. Like a good wife who wants her husband to succeed, Acsah wanted her man to have all that he needed to excell. She astutely perceived the need for water. What was more, Acsah had the courage to go to her father and do the ask. Others may have tried to survive in the desert on a few scattered raindrops, but she asked for refreshment in the desert place.

Application
When I read this story, I see something of God in Caleb and us in Acsah. The Lord is a generous God, especially to those who share his heart of adventure and risk for things that are eternal and significant. There are times God gifts to us the desert place. There is room to live, but nothing to drink. Too often we are content with that, when the Lord would give more if we would but ask. That is where our faith comes in to ask the Lord for more. We should not be reluctant, for he wants to generously give to us. There is a freedom for us to ask for water to be added to our dry desert. I want to ask more of the Lord, for he is more kind than I could understand.

Prayer
Father, today thank you for desert places, for it is here that desire is created. That would not happen in lush environments. You have give to us land in the desert, now give to us springs of water as well. Amen.

Challenge, Courage, Desire, Endurance, Overcoming, Surrender

The Strength of Clinging

No Comments 26 March 2008

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Matthew West “You Are Everything” 

Scripture
Rather, cling tightly to the Lord your God as you have done until now. For the Lord has driven out great and powerful nations for you, and no one has yet been able to defeat you. Each one of you will put to flight a thousand of the enemy, for the Lord your God fights for you, just as he has promised. So be very careful to love the Lord your God. Joshua 23:8-11

Observation
Soldiers should love their General. It is not enough just to obey him. Warriors must love their commanding officer so that their heart is fully engaged.

The General, of course, is the Lord, the recruits naturally are us and the war is life around us as we now find it. For men, it’s great to have Joshua in the Bible. Let the girls have Ruth; Joshua is a boys book of heroes and blood baths. In this book men learn how to follow God.

But the description of trekking after Jesus doesn’t sound very masculine. We are told to cling to God. That sounds weak and dependent until we understand the strength of the Lord. Our heavenly Father is so strong and caring that it is safe for a man to be weak in his presence. There is no where else that it is safe for men to be weak except in the presence of God. He will never abuse our vulnerability instead he will always use it.

Application
God is the one who can drive out nations, send a legion running and help us to face another day. All of that strength can be ours if we will do but one thing: love him violently. The word “cling” also means to run in pursuit of the Lord and never letting go. If we are allowed as men to do any strong thing it is to lay down every ambition we have and to run hard after God. In desperation is true power.

Prayer
Father, today I cling to you because all of this comes from you and not from me. Amen.

Endurance, Expectation, Faith, Faithfulness, Promises

God Never Forgets a Promise

No Comments 25 March 2008

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Promises by Desperation Band

Scripture
Not a single one of all the good promises the Lord had given to the family of Israel was left unfulfilled; everything he had spoken came true. Joshua 21:45

Observation
I read this news story last week from Tampa, Florida:

“In the early months of the Civil War, the city of Tampa needed ammunition and other supplies to defend against attack but apparently was short on cash. So it issued a promissory note for $299.58 to storekeeper Thomas Pugh Kennedy on June 21, 1861. Kennedy’s great-granddaughter says the city never made good on its loan. Now, Joan Kennedy Biddle and her family are suing to collect the payment plus 8 percent annual interest. The total bill: $22.7-million.” (Taken from the St Petersburg Times, tampabay.com, March 16, 2008, Janet Zink, reporter)

It will be interesting to see the legal outcome of this way past due debt collection. The prospect of the City of Tampa coughing up some dollars is there from earlier legal precedents.

As I read that news clipping today I thought, the Lord would remember a promise longer than that, and pay up as well with no statute of limitations. The promises of God are something like uncashed checks that he feels compelled to honor. God can no more forget a promise than we are allowed to forget an unpaid bill. Many have had the experience of finding an answer to a prayer long forgotten, because the Lord never forgets.

The promises of God will not let go of us. They cling to us and pursue us until they are fulfilled. Time is involved, as well as obedience, but the words will be accomplished.

The Book of Joshua was written to show how 400 year old promises made to Abraham were completed. God never forgets his word; he won’t forget his promises to us either.

Application
There are times we remind the Lord of the promises he has made to us, but there is another way to live in God’s promises. Instead we can rest in the presence of God and watch the word of God do its work. Though we pray we must always remember that the fulfillment of promises is not up to us, it is all from the Lord. He will not forget them, even if we do.

Prayer
Father, I have a safe deposit box in my heart full of words you have spoken to me. I sift through them wondering what will come of them. I am certain that what you have in mind is bigger and more beautiful than I could accomplish. I’m counting on you to fulfill your word. You will not forget. I trust you in that. Amen.

I'm Phil McCallum, a husband, father and most of all one of the people Jesus loves. I'm privileged to serve Evergreen Community Church in Bothell, Washington as Senior Pastor where people love enough to believe "it's all about relationships." In 1982 I made a vow to read God's word daily and apply it to life. Each day I write out my reflections. Some days I post those on my blog. It's a little personal but it's my hope it will stir you to go deeper still. Learn how I do my devotions. These are my thoughts and not necessarily those of the ministry I serve. By the way check out the computer study Bible Glo. I highly recommend it.

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