Failure, Humility, Repentance

Rocked by Jesus

No Comments 20 January 2008

Scripture

“The stone the builders rejected has become the capstone? Everyone who falls on that stone will be broken to pieces, but he on whom it falls will be crushed.” Luke 20:17-18

Observation
A person must be rocked to come to Jesus. We want to avoid the stumbling stone because we want so very much to be a whole person to come to Christ. We want to present ourselves at our best with every ability sharpened and shined ready for his inspection. But the Lord Jesus Christ will not accept anyone in pristine presentation. That spit and polish is not of him; that kind is all of us. He will have none of self-righteousness. Instead Jesus offers to rock us to come to him.

We avoid this first step in coming to Christ because we don’t value what he values. The Lord cherishes broken pieces and if nothing else is available he will settle for the pulverized dust left over from our stupidity. Broken people are what the Lord wants and so he gives to each of us the gift of setbacks, hardships, disappointments, frustrations, embarrassment, and so on to get us into shape to be remade by him.

There are only two choices to come to Christ: either to be broken or to be pulverized. The Lord prefers the first option for us. That involves us stumbling over the person of Christ and being broken by the discovery. Jesus is the only man who is fully human for his life has fully pleased God. We will always think ourselves competent and complete until we find him.

But if we somehow manage to slip by Jesus or to dust ourselves off and rush on into foolishness then eventually the rock will fall on us and pulverize us. On the other side of Jesus are consequences. If we will not face up to Christ we will meet others who will force us to meet up with ourselves. Hopefully those encounters will bring us back to Christ.

Application
I’m a normal human; I cherish my “together” moments. They are the diplomas on my walls and pictures on my shelves. But Jesus does not cherish these as much as the memory of my need for him. My brokenness is beautiful to him for then he can do what he does best: be a Saviour.

Prayer
Father, your Son is a Saviour and I need saving, so we make a wonderful combination. I need your help. I will not even bother to dust myself off. Just as I am I come to you. Amen.

Blessing, Children, Father, God's Call, God's Will, Parent, Significance, Subumission

God’s Uneven Ways

No Comments 19 January 2008


Scripture
But Joseph was upset when he saw that his father placed his right hand on Ephraim’s head. So Joseph lifted it to move it from Ephraim’s head to Manasseh’s head. “No, my father,” he said. “This one is the firstborn. Put your right hand on his head.” But his father refused. “I know, my son; I know,” he replied. “Manasseh will also become a great people, but his younger brother will become even greater. And his descendants will become a multitude of nations.” Genesis 48:17-19

Observation
Joseph was like any father, he wanted the best for his sons. He hoped for the right schools and college, boy scouts, little league, and varsity sports…well at least Egyptian style. In Egyptian culture the first born son was nothing short of a demigod. Manasseh would have slept in a special raised bed, unlike his little brother Ephraim who had a mat on the floor. Manasseh was the designated favorite. Bursting with pride in his first born son Joseph hurried his boys to grandpa’s house for a final blessing before he died.

Joseph wanted the best for his sons, but God wanted what was right for them. What Egyptian culture said about the destiny of Mannessah was not God’s plan for the boy. Ephraim would be given more responsibility, not because he was loved any more, but because it was what fitted his potential. The boys were different and God used their differences to please him.

Application
Jacob was relaxed about the unpredictable ways that God uses people, so the old man went with God’s flow. I want to be relaxed about the uneven blessings of God as well, for my children and even for myself. God uses people differently but loves each of us totally. If we can become secure in his love for us then we will be comfortable with the differences in life outcome.

Jacob in a sense said that all people are great. “Manasseh will also become a great people,” he said. This implies that it was not as if one boy were superior and the other inferior, instead they were just different. If I can accept God’s uneven ways I can come to bless those like me who are used in more remarkable ways. I can come to accept the uniqueness of the way that God uses me.

Prayer
Father, I chose today to base my security not in my life outcome but in the fact that I loved by you. You bless me because you love me. That blessing is different for me than for others because I am unique. And because I am unique you love me differently than all the rest. I thank you that each of us is so greatly loved we would be excused to think we were the only ones on earth loved by you. Thank you for the unevenness of life, for it shows me that you know me personally and give me what fits me best. Amen.

Humility, Mercy, Pride, Success

Lessons from the Back Row

No Comments 18 January 2008

Scripture
“But the tax collector stood at a distance and dared not even lift his eyes to heaven as he prayed. Instead, he beat his chest in sorrow, saying, ‘O God, be merciful to me, for I am a sinner.’ I tell you, this sinner, not the Pharisee, returned home justified before God. For those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted.” Luke 18:13-14

Observation
My dad was a university professor with tons of experience watching students. He told me before my first college class, “Don’t sit in the back row where the students talk. Sit at the front so you can listen.” He was right. Front rows have been a life habit of mine. But Jesus tells me something different today. There are times it pleases God to sit in the back.

The tax collector “stood at a distance” and was closest to God. He, and not the preacher on the front row, was the example to follow.

Application
I wonder how often I walk into church with a sense that I belong there. I grew up in the church. My dad was a pastor. I’m a pastor. It’s all very familiar, maybe too familiar. What would happen if I stopped at the back and pondered my inadequacy.

In the Parliaments of the British Commonwealth there is at the entry doors a bar placed across the open doorway. In the Queensland State Parliament, where I lived in Brisbane, there is a golden bar across the doorway. Visitors are called “strangers” and if a non-member of parliament is invited to speak he maybe asked to stand behind the bar and address parliament at a distance.

Maybe we need to put a bar across the doorway, not of church, but across the threshold of every life entry. When we walk into the office, or the boardroom, or the classroom, or the restaurant or even our own homes, it would be good if we paused and reflected on our unworthiness and Christ’s full sufficiency. Everything is better than we deserve. That is the nature of mercy. That hesitation to pause to acknowledge our sinfulness and need of a Saviour could make all of the difference.

Prayer
Father, the only ticket of entrance I have into heaven or your presence is my confession that I am a sinful person. Have mercy on me. And let me seek that mercy at every entry point of life, for I am unworthy of it all. Everything is better than I deserve. Amen.

Family, Forgiveness, Injustice, Kindness, Relationships

Bully, Policeman or Counselor?

No Comments 17 January 2008

Observation
God gave Joseph overwhelming privileges. He was on the top floor of the pyramids, so to speak. How he used the power God gave him tells us everything about the stages of his heart.

Forgiving family who had sold him to slave traders was not a snap decision. In some way it is comforting to read Joseph’s struggle to forgive because it gives us elbow room to work through our own forgiveness challenges.

Joseph went through three stages until he was ready to reconcile.

First, Joseph used the platform of success to become a bully.

Genesis 42:8-9 Although Joseph recognized his brothers, they didn’t recognize him. And he remembered the dreams he’d had about them many years before. He said to them, “You are spies! You have come to see how vulnerable our land has become.”

Under the Egyptian headdress and makeup he was still just Joey, but he would never let his brothers know that vulnerable information. He stared them down with steely resentment. He would make them do jail time just like he did. At the Bully Stage we can use the grace of God to get back at others who have harmed us. Of course we will not be forgiven if we do not forgive, but thankfully the Lord does not rush but gives us time to come to a better frame of mind.

Second, Joseph became a police man.

Genesis 42:17-18 So Joseph put them all in prison for three days. On the third day Joseph said to them, “I am a God-fearing man. If you do as I say, you will live.

Evidently God had spoken to Joseph over the three days and touched his heart. His words were not prickling with revenge now. There was a softness about him. But still he was not ready to reconcile with his brothers. That would take more time. At the Policeman Stage, we may not want to harm people, but we do want to teach them a lesson. Instead of entrusting God to deal with our enemies we speed things up a little.

Finally, Joseph became a counselor.

Genesis 45:1-5 selected Joseph could stand it no longer. There were many people in the room, and he said to his attendants, “Out, all of you!” So he was alone with his brothers when he told them who he was. Then he broke down and wept. “I am Joseph!” he said to his brothers. “Is my father still alive? Please, come closer,” he said to them. But don’t be upset, and don’t be angry with yourselves for selling me to this place. It was God who sent me here ahead of you to preserve your lives.

Instead of confronting his brothers, he consoled them. What a dramatic change from the bully just a few months before. Joseph was now comforting those who had harmed him.

Application
It is easy to relate to the stages of Bully and Policeman, but to think that we could one day console those who had harmed us may be too much to contemplate. But such is the grace of Jesus. If I am to be a Christ follower, then I must be prepared for unusual changes God will bring to my heart. Such is the miracle of forgiveness. I will pass through stages of forgiveness, but I am not to remain paralyzed in any of them.

Prayer
Father, there are times I find it comfortable to be a bully and a policeman, but I open my heart to be surprised to find myself one day being a counselor to console those who have harmed me. Amen.

Disappointment, Dreams, Encouragement, Endurance, Injustice

The Dream Maker

No Comments 16 January 2008

Every Season by Nichole Nordeman

Scripture
She kept his cloak beside her until his master came home. Then she told him this story: “That Hebrew slave you brought us came to me to make sport of me. But as soon as I screamed for help, he left his cloak beside me and ran out of the house.” Genesis 39:16-17

The chief cupbearer, however, did not remember Joseph; he forgot him. Genesis 40:23

So Joseph answered Pharaoh, saying, “It is not in me; God will give Pharaoh an answer of peace.” Genesis 41:16 (NKJ)

Observation

Joseph had a dream planted in his heart by the Lord. It was more than just an idea that Joseph had for his life. It was a plan that God has for him. That dream was like a seed buried deep in him. One day, in right conditions, that seed would grow. Meanwhile, that seed would need to remain hidden from view under prison clothes deep in his heart.

There were people that God put into Joseph’s life who made holding onto dreams difficult.

He first met the Dream Taker, Mrs. Potiphar. When she couldn’t steal his dream with her swinging hips she turned to purgery. Because Joseph made the right choice, she could snatch his cloak but she could not steal his dream. Sometimes we have to leave our reputation in the hands of others so we can hold onto the dream God has given to us.

Then Joseph met the Dream Faker, Mr. Cupbearer. Joseph showed genuine concern for his injustice, and gave him a great gift of hope. But words were forgotten and all the promises made were never delivered. There are many people in life who will promise opportunity and never deliver. Networking is a remarkable advantage in life. God can use it to open doors. But there are many who never deliver. Their lack of performance does not in any way hinder the power of a God-given dream. A true dream can survive disappointment.

The only reason Joseph’s story survives nearly 4,000 years later is because he met the Dream Maker, the Lord himself. As David Seamonds said, “Joseph was in prison but he did not let prison get into Joseph.” The last two years of waiting were the most important. Marinating in disappointment, Joseph never let it mutate into discouragement. Instead he came to the conclusion that he had been given a God given dream, which only the Lord could fulfill if he would so choose to do. His first public words tell it all: So Joseph answered Pharaoh, saying, “It is not in me; God will give Pharaoh an answer of peace.” He now knew that God alone could fulfill dreams.

We built our first house with the rustic feel of a ski lodge. Strewn about the job site were many left over blocks of timber. One hefty chunk of wood lay sunk in a mud puddle. I had walked around it many times, until the day came to craft the mantle piece. I needed a nice, thick slab of Cyprus pine to do the job. When I measured I found that the only one to fit the bill was the muddy beam in the puddle. I cleaned it up and went to work with my planer and router. Once the outer husk was peeled away, the beauty of heart of the wood sang out. With a sand and shine I fixed the mantle on top of the fireplace as the feature of the room. Just as mud could not deter the purpose of that board, so too disappointments from Dream Takers and Dream Fakers cannot inhibit God from working his purposes out through us.

Application
I could give some names for Dream Takers and Dream Fakers in my life. But I know there is a Dream Maker watching over me. He has surprised me before and he will likely do so again…when the time is right.

Prayer
Father, you alone interpret dreams. Fulfill through me what you have placed deep inside of me. Amen.

God, Humility, Salvation

Embarassed By God

No Comments 15 January 2008

Planetshakers “Running After You”

Scripture
Luke 15:11, “A man had two sons. The younger son told his father, ‘I want my share of your estate….”

Observation
Those words of Jesus had a familiar ring to the Jews who first heard Jesus speak. It was akin to saying, “Once upon a time there were three bears….” Jesus was borrowing the outline from a very familiar story to his audience: the story of Jacob leaving his father Isaac, stealing an inheritance and opening a wound of sibling rivalry with his brother Esau.

But what Jesus did with the story in fiction is very different from the story in fact. Jacob is supposed to be a symbol of the Jews but Jesus painted him as the immoral son living among Gentiles. That was offensive. Then Jesus made Esau (the man without character who took pagan wives) the symbol of the Jews in their hardness toward the sinners and publicans who were coming to Christ. Both of those parallels were a slap in the face to get his listener’s attention. Jesus’ message is clear: those closest to God can be furthest away from him. We can be lost and not even know it.

But what is most surprising is how Jesus pictured his Father. He was no longer Isaac the lord of the manor who commanded his son to go out and fetch food for him. Jesus did three things that are very unlike how we assume God should behave.

The Father gave(while he was still alive} his entire estate knowing that was the the only way to bring his son home.

The Father ran (at a time when the boss man would never be seen running on the farm} to show how much he forgave.

The Father begged (at a time when panhandling was just for street people) to get his older son to come into the house and reconcile with his brother.

Application
Jesus messed with their perspective of the Father. He does the same with us today. We need a fresh picture of the heavenly Father giving, running and begging. The picture is disturbing because God wants us to come home to him. The Father brings us home by alluring us with his vulnerability. The Father wants me home.

Prayer
Father, this perspective of you is almost embarrassing. Why? Because if you not just humble yourself but humiliate yourself to search for me, then your behavior requires me to drop my pride and come running after you. I receive the offense that is woven into this story. I let it change my heart. I come running after you. Amen.

Direction

Back to Start

No Comments 14 January 2008

Bethany Dillon “Dreamer” 

Scripture
Then God said to Jacob, “Go up to Bethel and settle there, and build an altar there to God, who appeared to you when you were fleeing from your brother Esau.” Genesis 35:1

Observation
My dad is a creature of habit. I’m like him too. He’s like the milkman’s horse who knows the road so well that he needs never be directed. but change the road and he will be in trouble. That’s what happened when the city put in a new overpass through the familiar streets. It disturbed his mental map. The only way he knew how to get a sense of direction was to drive back to my grandmother’s house and find his way from there. When Grandma G saw dad’s car turning around in the driveway she knew he had lost his way home.

The road map of life can change. There are confusing twists and turns. Sometimes when we are hopelessly lost and cannot find our destination, the best thing to do is to return back to where our journey began. From the starting place we can get our bearings and find our way.

Jacob closed the circle of his life journey by going back to Bethel. Years before he had spend a tossing and turning night sleeping beside the road on a rock. There God had spoken to him with a dramatic dream of angels and a stairway to heaven. Decades later, now a widower with 12 sons he again needed to find his way. This time he was not running, he was following the Lord. The road was the same but he was a different man because of it.

The days before, his sons had picked a fight with the local residents. In fact they had committed genocide against an entire town. Jacob was scared and confused. So he went back to start, back to the place where angels came and God spoke to him.

Application

There are places on this planet that hold the marks of ladder feet where God descended from heaven and spoke to us. When confused we need to return there. My dear counselor friend, Larry Gillis, will always ask me in a time of confusion, “Phil, when was Jesus last real to you and what did he say?” It is a call back to start.

From Bethel Jacob would journey many places. In fact his family would not be together again for several more decades later in the land of Egypt under much different circumstances. It is unlikely that he would have found God’s way had he not returned back to “Go!”

Prayer
Father, returning back to Start is not a punishment; it is part of your guidance. Sometimes you lead me backward to take me forward. So this day to follow you I return back to where I started from and ask that you would show me your way. Amen.

I'm Phil McCallum, a husband, father and most of all one of the people Jesus loves. I'm privileged to serve Evergreen Community Church in Bothell, Washington as Senior Pastor where people love enough to believe "it's all about relationships." In 1982 I made a vow to read God's word daily and apply it to life. Each day I write out my reflections. Some days I post those on my blog. It's a little personal but it's my hope it will stir you to go deeper still. Learn how I do my devotions. These are my thoughts and not necessarily those of the ministry I serve. By the way check out the computer study Bible Glo. I highly recommend it.

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